Alchemica

Thanks @ThunderIdeal

All is going really well, happy days, free from all the things holding me back.and nice and mentally healthy now. Free of the tics, voices and addictions.

Feel like a new spirit. How's life treating you?

Picture of the transition:

whoa!   yes!

Unbelievable!  I wasnt following your hallucinogen therapy posts so this comes as a total surprise. It seemed so hopeless before.  The picture looks great.

I am well, but sadly my spirit didnt shoot out of my heart yet. 

Have to fall to the bottom of the abyss so you can bounce back in such a way!  It was seemingly hopeless but there was only one way to go left other than killing myself and thankfully I just hung in there long enough for things to do a drastic turn around when I was least expecting it.

Best wishes!