Sad to hear about your health and eventual dignified death waterboy. I for one will miss your presence. Ive heard of advanced directive which was explained simply as your closest people gather at the hospital and can all tell the doctor your wishes, because you explained them in advance. If the doctor says "im a doctor God damnitt. NO. My job is to sustain the suffering, to infinity if I could" then your people can ask for a more reasonable doctor.