well i survived, kind of...
sittin in mah lazy boy with a fucked median collateral ligament resulting from getting tackled sideways into my left knee by a 16 yr old kid i though i may have a chace of trampling. knees really hurt when u hurt em but at least i have an excuse to eat codeine, not that its working.
Most of the NRL allstars of note called at the last minute last night, some drunk as fuck to 'apologise' and say they wherent coming. really let us down, pretty pathetic actually, some excuses where "im goin to the races tomorrow so cant play", "a bee got me" lol hat one did my head in. But anyways news travels quick out here so we only drew 1/2 the gate we expected. Mum rang and let me know a few minutes ago we took 1800, which is far from the 4g that we had hoped for. Fucking NRL pussys. So pretty much the 'all star' NFRL team comprised of 45-50 year old poor old buggers u wherent alowed to tackle, just tap, and local junior players, one of which has absolutely destroyed my left knee, lol
anyways my knees fucked, codeines kind of helping, mindexpansions given me some doctorly tips, but yeah was a fun day playing with my family- 2 bro in laws and 5 nephews, and weve raised a bit of quid for the dialysis machine and maybee raised a bit of community awareness of the need for one. People who need dialysis here have to drive 200km to access a machine. which is totally fucked, if ur very sick, old, or dont have any beans for the petrol costs.
the medical system out here in the bush is a fuken joke. no doctors wanna work out here, weve got no equipment, hospitals need improving vastly. so yeah. as much as i had seperated myself from bush footy in the past, reducing it to the domain of redneck bogans, who me, such a hip and groovay young mind expanded individual (lol) would not reduce myself to participate ever again, have really developed a soft spot for some of these big hearted guys, some of them do a tremendous amount for their communitys out of their own time and pocket,especially for the underprivilidged i.e the disabled, the aged, mental health sufferers to name but a few. my bro in law and sis being two of them. Im kinda wishing i had my youth back again so i could do it all again, cept this time i wouldnt make the mistake of moving to the city to play for $$, asides stayin home and doing it for love, passion and the community. Its a perfect opportunity to bring community issues to the fore, and something id like to get more involved in at each match. they have really done the dialysis machine thing perfectly. I really think one thing that needs radical assessment here is gay rights and acceptance, though id have to have big kahoonas to bring that to the fore. Its kinda gross, i mean poofter and faggot IS part of the vernacular and culture here. I mean its used in prolly 1 out of 4 sentences. I swear most of the guys that express their ant-gayisms the most are actually gay. seriously. these are the guys u see smacking their mates on the ass or giving each other massages. And was weird in highschool the 2 most popular guys in my year where out, camp, funny homosexuals. they never got picked on. Buuuut anyways its a funny place and im still nutting it out. I can just imagine the crowd if we had jerseys printed with 'Gay Rights, Acceptence etc. it defintalely needs to be discussed more out here.
would probably go okay if we had a kick-ass team. If u where shit not so good. Perfect example Ian Roberts, he was totally accepted here cos he was a kick ass footy player. funny at that point of time gays where okay. Roberts did alot of good for homosexuals in bogan culture. Kind of made the equation that gays r the same as us, and can do what we dig maybee even better.
i dunno end of rant i think the codeins taking effect.