GOD HATES ME

[PD.]

I don't ask why, I just fall into the meadow

I close my eyes , and wait to die

Yes, I am a liar

Yes, I am a sinner

Please forgive my broken soul

But I've got nowhere else to go

They made the world so hard

If I had somewhere else to go

I could be a star like you

Special like you

A star like you

Special like you

And all those picture frames surround you

I saw you in France

All those busters hang around you

I asked you to dance

I can't take you home tonight

No, I can't be your man

I know why you here tonight

You in a fight with your man

But I've got nowhere else to go.

[dc]

God hates me to

So i went for a poo

it reminded me of you

i wish i could rhyme here

but instead ill go smoke a dime

cause im a junkie slime

just like you

[PD.]

The sky is falling, I don't care

I just want to feel good

Her train's leaving, she don't care

She just wants to feel good

The World is dying, we don't care

We just want to feel good

It's all over, we don't care

We just want to feel good

No- we can't compromise like that

No- we can't conform like that

I'm saying fuck you and fuck the norm like that

Revolt and transform like that

Make a difference

Have an impact

It won't stop raining, its flooding, Revelation was all true

You drew first blood, Jesus is coming to take you

Coming to break you, make you just like new

Satan laughing, spreads his wings and gets a new tattoo

A new platinum chain, a new pinky ring, the rolex, the benz,

The huggy bear pimp thing

Nigga it's midnight, never forget where you come from

Keep your mouth shut

Back the fuck up

Watch what you doing

[PD.]

you think you're gonna to live your life alone

in darkness

and seclusion

yeah I know

you've been out there

tried to mix with those animals

and it just left you full of humiliated confusion

so you stagger back home

and wait for nothing

but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street

and now you're desperate

and in need of human contact

and then

you meet me

and you whole world changes

because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear

so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears

and you trust me completely

I'm perfect

in every way

cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside

you feel so lucky

but your ego obscures reality

and you never bother to wonder why

things are going so well

you wanna know why?

cause I'm a liar

yeah I'm a liar

I'll tear your mind out

I'll burn your soul

I'll turn you into me

I'll turn you into me

cause I'm a liar, a liar

a liar, a liar

I'll hide behind a smile

and understanding eyes

and I'll tell you things that you already know

so you can say

I really identify with you, so much

and all the time that you're needing me

is just the time that I'm bleeding you

don't you get it yet?

I'll come to you like an affliction

and I'll leave you like an addiction

you'll never forget me

you wanna know why?

cause I'm a liar

yeah I'm a liar

I'll rip your mind out

I'll burn your soul

I'll turn you into me

I'll turn you into me

cause I'm a liar, a liar

liar, liar, liar, liar

I don't know why I feel the need to lie

and cause you so much pain

maybe it's something inside

maybe it's something I can't explain

cause all I do

is mess you up and lie to you

I'm a liar

oh, I am a liar

if you'll give me one more chance

I swear that I will never lie to you again

because now I see the destructive power of a lie

they're stronger than truth

I can't believe I ever hurt you

I swear

I will never to you lie again, please

just give me one more chance

I will never lie to you again

I swear

that I will never tell a lie

I will never tell a lie

no, no

ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa

sucker

sucker!

oh, sucker

I am a liar

yeah, I am a liar

yeah I like it

I feel good

ohh I am a liar

yeah

I lie

I lie

I lie

oh, I lie

oh I lie

I lie

yeah

ohhh I'm a liar

I lie

yeah

I like it

I feel good

I'll lie again

and again

I'll lie again and again

and I'll keep lying

I promise

[dc]

I saw them all around today

They don't stop they won't go away

They love the darkness in my eyes

Help me find a way out when I'm lost within myself

They show me everything I need

There's nothing wrong with a little greed

Never enough to satisfy

Such a driving desire that burns inside

My life came with it's own scars

I don't need you to tell me about your sorrow

I can't say I've seen it all

But I live for the things that keep me hollow

Everyday I look into the mirror

Staring back I look less familiar

I've seen all seven faces

Each one looks a lot like me

They all look like me

I never see them coming

But they show me more of myself

Drawn into the depths

I never knew existed

Launching me face first

Into the pleasures of pure lust and greed

I am becoming all things envied, I am the excess

I want it all more pain more sex more lies more of

everything

My Life came with it's own scars

I don't need you to tell me about your sorrow

I can't say I've seen it all

But I live for the things that keep me hollow

Everyday I look into the mirror

Staring back I look less familiar

I've seen all seven faces

Each one looks a lot like me

They all look like me

I am becoming all things envied, I am the excess

I want it all more pain more sex more lies more of EVERYTHING

EVERYTHING

[incognito]

very fugen cool

[_e_]

whats my name whats my name ????

ah ha ah ha

hold the s because i am an 8

if i've got an f and a c and ive got k too,

all i ever needed was a bitch like u

you and me and the devil makes three

[Coschi]

aww you're not that bad passive ya baaaaastard

life ain't so bad either, good times all around, just got to get through the shitty ones to get to them sometimes. unfortunately some of us seem to have a few more downs than ups. In that case maybe they should make a change, move to another state, start a new job or hobbie, shit like that, or dose reeeaaaal high on some good lucy sveeet molly and the rest of your god's gifts to us all

Edited December 17, 2007 by Coschi

[wandjina]

WOW, excellent stuff

Would you consider sharing this with a wider audience? 'User's News' would print this for sure, and they'd pay you something. Alot of people would relate to your words, and be touched by them.

It's an excellent mag, easy to get a hold of a copy...or I'm happy to send a couple out

http://www.nuaa.org.au/nuaa/News/index.html

[incognito]

was that ur onriginal prose pass? thats realllly good.

[PD.]

Nah jono, no way man, a dipshit junkie such as myself wouldnt be able to come up with gems like that.

Im just "projecting" my shit onto others LOL. I rather fling it than wear it, GOD knows who he is and the shit he SPINS.

SPIN SPIN baby.

;)

[incognito]

ur anything but a dipshit junkie pass.

we love u ur a top bloke, and if that was an original pice by urself i had no idea u were so talented with poetry. thats what that was.

keep bein z funky cool cod fisherman that u are.

can i request a piece on the murray cod? an ode to the cod?

i will print that out and stick it on my wall for sure. ill commision u!!! a cacti for ur genius.

[AndyAmine.]

I thought this in particular was some really good stuff. I resonated with it, very familiar to my states of addiction.

Im not sure of the motives behind it though,

you think you're gonna to live your life alone

in darkness

and seclusion

yeah I know

you've been out there

tried to mix with those animals

and it just left you full of humiliated confusion

so you stagger back home

and wait for nothing

but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street

and now you're desperate

and in need of human contact

and then

you meet me

and you whole world changes

because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear

so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears

and you trust me completely

I'm perfect

in every way

cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside

you feel so lucky

but your ego obscures reality

and you never bother to wonder why

things are going so well

you wanna know why?

cause I'm a liar

yeah I'm a liar

I'll tear your mind out

I'll burn your soul

I'll turn you into me

I'll turn you into me

cause I'm a liar, a liar

a liar, a liar

I'll hide behind a smile

and understanding eyes

and I'll tell you things that you already know

so you can say

I really identify with you, so much

and all the time that you're needing me

is just the time that I'm bleeding you

don't you get it yet?

I'll come to you like an affliction

and I'll leave you like an addiction

you'll never forget me

you wanna know why?

cause I'm a liar

yeah I'm a liar

I'll rip your mind out

I'll burn your soul

I'll turn you into me

I'll turn you into me

cause I'm a liar, a liar

liar, liar, liar, liar

I don't know why I feel the need to lie

and cause you so much pain

maybe it's something inside

maybe it's something I can't explain

cause all I do

is mess you up and lie to you

I'm a liar

oh, I am a liar

if you'll give me one more chance

I swear that I will never lie to you again

because now I see the destructive power of a lie

they're stronger than truth

I can't believe I ever hurt you

I swear

I will never to you lie again, please

just give me one more chance

I will never lie to you again

I swear

that I will never tell a lie

I will never tell a lie

no, no

ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa

sucker

sucker!

oh, sucker

I am a liar

yeah, I am a liar

yeah I like it

I feel good

ohh I am a liar

yeah

I lie

I lie

I lie

oh, I lie

oh I lie

I lie

yeah

ohhh I'm a liar

I lie

yeah

I like it

I feel good

I'll lie again

and again

I'll lie again and again

and I'll keep lying

I promise

Edited December 18, 2007 by AndyAmine.

[PD.]

you can thank Mr Rollins for that one Andy

[incognito]

black flag?

[PD.]

from the album "weight" jono

[Conan Troutman]

In my life

Why do I smile

At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?

[incognito]

cos uve done z right thing evenif it hurts ur pride.leave it to divine karma and free ur mind of that energy vacuum.

better than facing legal action.

the winds will be kissed instead with gifts in the future, for being strong.

it is so true that the stronger man walks away i rekon.

so yeah keep it up and i admire ur strength!

[wandjina]

feelin' bit culturally-retarded not being able to ID Rollins...and I thought I was so with it

In my life

Why do I smile

At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?

One of my favourite songs... (not sure what that says tho lol)

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour

But heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job

And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life

Why do I give valuable time

To people who don't care if I live or die ?

Two lovers entwined pass me by

And heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job

And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life

Oh, why do I give valuable time

To people who don't care if I live or die ?

What she asked of me at the end of the day

Caligula would have blushed

"You've been in the house too long" she said

And I (naturally) fled

In my life

Why do I smile

At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour

But heaven knows I'm miserable now

"You've been in the house too long" she said

And I (naturally) fled

In my life

Why do I give valuable time

To people who don't care if I live or die ?

Edited December 18, 2007 by wandjina

[paradox]

henry rollins is a bloody champ!

every time i see that 'liar' song on rage it cracks me up, i love it.

a few years ago my friend lent me a henry rollins spoken word cd, he's a really interesting, intelligent & funny as f#@k fella!

[PD.]

The question they keep asking me.

How can one so young be so bitter and angry

Well the answer is plain to see

Just look around at this world that we're living in.

It's die or let die

Take or be taken from

And there's nowhere to run

Who do we look to

What have we done

These times have taken the best from us.

All I see is killing

Another day, another vendetta

There is so much suffering

Another day, another vendetta

I see the homeless standing out on the streets

On every corner, they're asking for money

I try to help them whenever I can but sometimes

I can't afford to help myself.

I see diseases and modern plagues of our time

The greed of our leaders have made them blind

To our problems, they spend millions over seas

While people right here are fighting wars everyday

All I see is killing

Another day, another vendetta

There is so much suffering

Another day, another vendetta

All you can do is stay close to what is true to you.

Stay close to what is true to you.

All you can do is stay close to what is true to you

Stay close to what is true to you.

Never let go of what you strive for.

Hold tight, never let go

Never let go of what you strive for.

Never think you can't make a change.

All I see is killing

Another day, another vendetta

There is so much suffering

Another day, another vendetta

[mu!]

One pill makes you larger

And one pill makes you small

And the ones that mother gives you

Don't do anything at all

Go ask Alice

When she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits

And you know you're going to fall

Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar

Has given you the call

Call Alice

When she was just small

When men on the chessboard

Get up and tell you where to go

And you've just had some kind of mushroom

And your mind is moving low

Go ask Alice

I think she'll know

When logic and proportion

Have fallen sloppy dead

And the White Knight is talking backwards

And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"

Remember what the dormouse said....

[PD.]

piss off mu, its not god that hates you its me.

[Legba]

I've been scared and lonely

I've asked myself

Is something wrong with you

My girlfriend told me

I need some time alone to deal with issues

But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand

Why I always wanna fight

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle

You always call me

And ask me how I make it through the day

I'm always fallin'

I guess it's just God's way of

Makin' me pay

But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand

Why I always wanna fight

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle

When I-

I wonder why I try

And I -

I wonder why I bother

And I -

I wonder why I cry

Why I -

I go through all this trouble

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom

Of a bottle

[botanika]

God hates us all. Better the devil you know.