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My heart & thoughts go out to you Optical Light. I've just recently gone through a breakup myself, and I too was doing the breaking up & walking away. This thread is about wat you're going through so i wont bog it down in details of my past relationship, but I see some similar themes. And yes it really sucks to break someone's heart, especially when you want to help the other person with their personal issues in life but deep down you know that you're not really in the right position to be doing that. Sometimes its just best to walk away and trust in the universe that your ex will work things out for themself. Im in my early 20s, still a youngin, and dealing with emotional pain is usually at the top of my list of challenges. So knowing I had to be the causer (however direct or indirect) of so much pain for a beatiful soul I would've liked to have saved from much despair, was a very tough hurdle indeed. The major lesson in it for me, which has been echoed by other posters of your thread, is you have to be honest about how you feel. In the end it does no benefit to either party if you cant express wat your true feelings are, because in the end the truth has to come out and the house of cards you built to try save the other from hurting will come crashing down. Honest may be the best policy but it sure aint fucking easy! You say your ex is intelligent and confident so I've no doubt that, given time, he'll work through watever he needs to to get him over this significant bump in lifes path You say he has family around him and i'm glad he does, because when it comes to matters of the heart sometimes all you want is those closest to you. (There's nothing like being half way round the world, gettin ur ass dumped, and having no close friends or family to turn to...) All the best OL. Go easy on yourself, be strong. This hectic shit we call life will work itself out. You just gotta tought it out sometimes. Peace

wat sorts of objects or devices might interfer with the transmission of these HAARP signals? im thinking along the lines of defense measures for the public

until you have to get out of the car and attempt to walk...OOPS! here comes gravity

ha! thats gold and aint it the truth

can you make one with a chimney sort of thing on top? ala, the modern day teepee :D

hey there! good to see you found this forum and the valuable posts therein. keep your posts at a reasonable amount of ranting and i'm sure you'll fit right in (hunab & mutant reign supreme here baby! )

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rock on compadre!

happy birthday, hope everything is well and that the plant gods smiled down on you

i was honestly expecting to see more votes for 'mutant sucks' ...

mint for tasty cooled kaleidoscopic breath

Chiral we should actually be receiving compensation for having our retinas burned out by those eye sores of cactis! nice bridgy, love wat you've done with the bamboo. classy

some nice photography and hunting goin on. keep up the good work guys:drool2:

TBM now that would be interesting

lip piercings are fucking cool, but i'd say that coz i have a non-puss-infested piercing on the left side of my lower lip and it doesnt look festy at all. except when i stand next to PD though. come to think of it everything looks like shit when PD is around... was that a comeon or an insult? im so confused.. typical PD effect. i'll be sure to put 5 quid down on them midget racing animals for u son. peace Love & Light

c'mon who doesnt like a bit of dmt reptillian overload BS every now and again

I just went outside to move the cacti and noiticed that the double-pupped cacti to the left of the lighter actually has 3 pups, but the angle of it in the photo doesnt reflect that! updated photo coming soon..

To the quickest clicking plantheads we have here 6 very healthy, well established Yowie clones. I'm trying to trim my garden as I'm quickly running out of room for new cacti! So out there door they go.. Pricing from left to right: (SOLD), $30, (SOLD), $30, $40, (SOLD) Postage is $10, unless you're in Melbourne and wanna come see me personally & pick up your Yowie PM me asap before they're all gone!

i'd be interested to know the age of this collection too

dont forget recrystalization! thats when things get really interesting

yep im down for a t-shirt, missed out at the conference. cool design. cant wait to get mine. do you have dimensions for the sizes Ronny?

love.. nuff said.

cool design VS. you know you cant stop at just a couple of tattoos though, you'll have to get a whole sleeve done and then a portrait of PD on your back blowing you a kiss. moral of story = tattoos are addictive, PD looks great in mugshots

blast from the past! good to have you back man

yeh not a decent substitute for mdxx at all. best to try your hand at methyl one