Meditator

Bro you tried mantra meditation? whatever you do! NEVER GO FULL RETARD! I was like lol, im gonna let my mind spazz the fuck out xD i heard voices and shit bro ._. Seriously nearly went into a psychosis... keep it at something simple like “i am that higher love”.. to me thats a euphoric one to actually let go to... immersing your mind into that level of emotion and truth. shikantaza is what you are doing. If it works keep going. But try anapanasati methods! Thats my favourite

I thought i was the only one who had a sister thing ._. atleast i know now im not just some sicko

Seriously no one?

Dude i dont have the concentration to read all that rn but keep going haha, its a sick project man.

So.. according to some philosophers, all is mind. Personally ive thought and pondered and contemplated and meditated on this idea.. if you can get to the source energy of.. the very fundamental level.. of this reality.. and send your thought (like you can look at an object and think of it anything, does your mental quanta affect it? Maybe.. anyone know magick? Anyone ever hear of Dr. Emoto?) along that plane of (pure) existence and use it like a form of radio transmission.. idk only theory.. but if you tell me that makes no sense, either elaborate on it or simply fuck off, unless you wanna talk science. reality is ONE thing.. we are all connected. Reality is a concept. Beyond concept is a concept. Consciousness is a concept beyond simple understanding.. because understanding is mental. Consciousness is so much more.. its knowingness of emotion beyond connotation. shaktipata...........

Lol this thread went no where fast.. If God is actually our collective mind then this thread was doomed from the beginning. We/you/I/? may have planned this thread to end up as a fail. But i shall still add a metaphysical thought just for effect ;) Reality.. its a concept.. comprehendable to mind. Same with consciousness.. the light. I believe mind is a form of empty substance. It isnt made of anything. Its made of what is within it! The thought itself.. unless there is a thinker... With that said, we must beg the question.. can we turn that emptiness inside out so to say.. Is consciousness made of mind? The Buddhist masters say the mind is “pure white light”... and as i said.. physicists now believe everything in this physical universe is actually consciousness ;) white is the colour of purity................

I feel i should share my wisdom first. So i have a VERY analytical mind. Even in meditation i do a lot of analysis. Not quite vipassana though. But i did just gain some insights in my last meditation this morning (technically night). The yin tang meridian (the meridian at the bindu/third eye) is often needled in acupuncture to settle the mind. When the energy flows to the forehead in a balanced manner the mind automatically settles! Anyway.. i found a way to centre and sort of gravitize my emotional energies.. i went deep and just found myself as i know my true self to be. In other words i went to the centre of my emotions. I found this GREATLY helped me to centre my mind. And in that, i could focus on the breath much much better. I shifted my emotion(s) to simple joy and calm. after about 30 minutes i felt my forehead as if it were heavy with a sense of calm that was grounded, and couldnt be shook by thoughts. i realised, the ajna/third eye chakra being of sight (atleast in sri chinmoys book “Kundalini the mother power” he says it is the chakra of sight.. and it makes a lot of sense.. being a fucking eye lol) is related to light! the throat chakra/vishuddha is often related to the element of space (although akasha is said to be a bit different from space) and being the chakra related to sound.. and therefor linguistic thoughts.. if space is filled with a substance (which light is) then the sound has a form of blockage/dulling to it. if you shoot a gun under water.. the bullet doesnt travel far.. This is getting more spiritual.. maybe i should have posted this thread in the spiritual section... its just a chill thing to me lol

I am not offended lol. Youre just telling me your view. But fair enough, to compile this huge topic needs an energy to describe ones own point of view. I believe euphoria/ecstasy has an integral part to play in mysticism and what not. All yogis and mystics describe bliss upon transcendental experiences. there is the path of suffering though..... but upon transcendence there would of course be bliss. they say the “source” Recharges you from inside. Daoist masters charge up with chi from their lower dan tien and use that energy to do internal alchemy (nei gong). Its like plugging into the matrix of energy. Northerner, there are true shamans. Definitely. There are true yogi masters. I dont understand why youre saying there arent.. could you tell us why? Like sure there are no certificates.. but thats like saying someone whos been meditating in the mountains for years isnt a meditator. A true meditator you could call them.

Well i never said my metaphysical experience which was a form of transcendence (could be called mystical) of the void (which i have heard people on ketamine can experience quite easily with meditation) was superior. Infact i believe the average psychedelic trip would be slightly more interesting. CERTAINLY more euphoric. So youve blatantly put words in my mouth there. An atheist certainly could have a mystical experience. Holotropic breathwork can indeed bring about states such as turiya (pure consciousness) and more. But when we talk of mystical dimensions.. Theyre usually linked to archetypal things such as God, so a concrete atheist is probably not gonna get there. I said certainly but now that i think of it, psychosis can cause a very rapid change in perceptions and beliefs. Mystical consciousness is a broad term though. But if the archetypal forms of God and angels dont sway the mind they probably wont catch the psychotic into a state of delusion that theyre seeing God. Also i never even brought up "cosmic entities". Youve come into this as if its an argument against something..? Dude im agnostic lol. edit: also a religious person has probably read many more books on spiritual topics than an atheist. So take you have to take that into account. However you do bring to the table some interesting thoughts. But the metaphysical theories i put forward are not at all about God. If you ever enter Sa asmita samadhi through meditation you will understand what the hell im saying. But yeah man, psychosis can bring on states of consciousness drugs cannot. They have shown that stress and psychosis raise endogenous DMT through the roof.

Hold up im on my phone. Starting my laptop. theology is more of a field swayed and lead by religious beliefs. For example in Kabbalah God is androgynous. This has many implications. Theology is more of the nature of God. Metaphysics is the science of things. So to understand a religions beliefs is different from the branch of metaphysics im talking about. I forget the name of it. But im talking about how the creation (God included if you wanna call God the creative force) may have started. bits of metaphysical theory. Not theology. Ok my laptops nearly open. edit: lol btw im with you on the true shaman vs just some guy who trips on ayahuasca or something. They dont have the icaros or a trained lineage teacher. Shamans can guide a person to certain levels of awareness for healing through the icaros and i would bet they understand the levels of mind better than some guy who, even as honest in his approach to understanding, is learning by themselves.

Bro i said metaphysics not theology lol the science of God must be taken into account nonetheless. And i whole heartedly believe true atheists will have a different mode of perception from those inclined to believe there is more. like a psychotic atheist wont have visions of angelic realms, and certainly wont have enough psychotic energy to reach the realm of mystical consciousness..... they would probably just hallucinate paranoid concepts such as doctors conspiring against them.... dont get me wrong that shit happens! Take it from me!!.... jk lol <.<

Man i feel like such a lame guy just sharing my poetry, but my brain is fried/damaged and my attention is horrible.. funny name for a “meditator”.. anyway: Have you ever been hurt? Has it ever felt.. oddly pleasing? my heart has been shattered.. picking up the pieces i judge my fractions of love, reason.. and doubt. seeing my reason i realise im not all that bad.. but my emotions are too strong for my own good. Love has always been a problematic solution for me.. I doubt ill ever find it.

My phone screwed up there.. O_o I cant even fix that post on my computer.. Oh well. Admins should look at that glitch though.

They called me psychotic.. i knew it as a 1/2 truth love was beyond showing.. 2 meanings to that.. heart was aching and overflowing.. i felt and saw her.. beyond the common senses, tears arent euphoric enough to describe what we felt when it was over the tears remain.. and more came.. when it was over i knew id never feel it again........ once in a lifetime on this plain.. what a shame we cant explain to our stupid brains and learn to maintain the gain from our pain yet we try to sustain through the loss of our.. sane thinking..

When youre thinking so hard you space out and forget wtf you were thinking about. Then cant remember... lol

havent seen my cacti in a few years and as soon as i came back to this house i found after 6 months substantial growth! just shows they have a sense of spirit. ps i havent been on this forum, there isnt already a thread for this type of post is there? Lol

Ive been on antipsychotics for years.. i jumped off a mountain side once and broke a few bones (and my neck) and they had me on morphine and i was fucking all good mentally... the cun... the bastards refuse to give me a medicine that works! Their 5ht2a antagonists can actually aggravate my symptoms! FTS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9G3WPq2744 theres also an extended version. A walk is another good one by Tycho but its real deep. Had synesthesia with it once.

In hermetic philosophy everything is mind, in modern day physics they are saying everything is consciousness...... We have both. Both are alterable. Empaths.... Knowing exactly whats about to happen before it happens........

They named harmine "telepathine" for a reason.

Im wondering if anyone has like gone to the Amazon and participated in ayahuasca ceromonies and got to know the plant spirits. Theres much written about aya, but basically nothing on chacruna. Im interested in terms of strength and vibration mainly, and would like to know if chacruna is more masculine feminine or androgynous. Any information would be appreciated.

So i dont know how the shamans in south america go about harvesting psychotria viridis, but im wondering if it would be safe for me to harvest all of the leaves off of my 3 psychotria nexus plants. I dont want to hurt the plants obviously. Has anyone harvested all the leaves off their plant(s) before? If so was the plant ok. Im fairly new to growing plants and dont know all that much about it.

Well i chopped two different strains of brugmansia off down at the root and they grew back. i dont think this will harm them. If they die or something i guess ill only have myself to blame haha. i will post back in this thread in like a year or so and update on what happened:)