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Sorry Thunderideal, its easy to take me the wrong way. I invite you to look slightly deeper. Maybe into hypnosis/hypnotherapy too. Many ppl find its far from manipulation- its more about compelling/ effective communication and self exploration. So too, perhaps, polyamory.. I dunno, im again posting on an entheogenic board, hoping we're all slightly freer from dogma and pre-established meanings, than the average punter. Im glad others read the post I deleted. Hoping to smack some muggles into context. --- Oh seriously, isnt extended family, community lifestyling and effective models of sustainable and healthy tribal life possible in a multiple relationship situation? the massive challenge for most, seems to be sex? Ultimately, most of the effective models of living that humanity could employ seem to be avoided through very precise fear-driven disinformationing. It seems to threaten the conventional family model, high consuming, mindless hive-mind. Or moreover, the fragile ego that is required to manipulate and sell en masse. eh? Yeh- polyamory is FAR from manipulation. The opposite, in fact. It seems to take incredible individuals that can negotiate love, free from their own selfish shit- in a world that denies truth, and models the separation, and the ego.

Yeah, im not sure on the legality either, but if it is don't bother emailing or writing to customs- get someone on the phone. I've wasted weeks in the past, asking simple questions that are constantly avoided or misinterpreted.

If i've gotta or even seem to be 'convincing' this crew fuck knows where i'm actually meant to exist.. Wishing I could simply brag, but nah.. its prolly not even true! fuck that. Are you anuva donut puncher too? lol. I honestly thought polyamory, and various extreme sexual exploits may have been a natural extension of the entheogenic subculture. (??) I've seen photos of many pyshconauts g.f's, and I reckon we dont do too bad enmasse. I mean, Mycotpoia's got dudes constantly sending in nude pics of multiple hotties.. We can start lessons a thread around here, if youd like Where shall we begin? A shift in attitude perhaps?

For over 6 months, i've had 3 different women who only sleep with me. is anyone else doing this honestly, and workably? If so, how? What are your beliefs, values and how do you describe you self identity/self concept regarding this? eg. Does your family know, would you tell your mother?

Anyone live where its legal?

Perhaps with a palette as sensitive as Jamies, he experiences what many people do on their first time with hallucinogens the moment it passes ones lips, they can already feel it? I had my first experience with Amanita as I held it. I think the cactus-fungus part is him messing it up, or deliberate misinfo. And btw, foaf only has to lick the teaspoon he stirs his cactus tea with to get oev's.

It sounds like your a good Dad, Chiral. Making a good 'guide'. Doing your best with that. Yes am disappointed and angry at the women and their childrens attitudes the other day.. because I chose to accept, understand, make an effort to treat everyone around me as an equal. In hindsight I think I should have even gone and sat with the women and chatted with them instead of sitting with my back to them and possibly allowing them to think I am just another racist. But not everyone around you is equal, are they? There, I reckon you fucked up sorry. Could this be just as dangerous and 'wrong' as being racist.. isnt it, applying, and projecting our own idealist thoughtforms- requiring the world to conform to our ideas about it. Or maybe even hoping they will? To wanna play nicely all the time, is like having constant day without night. Having the available resources to do what is needed, and still remain empty and at peace.. is where I think its at. Sometimes it doesn't seem so pretty. Life can be savage. It can be gentle. I've got no problem expressing either. Life doesnt. Who am I to judge the grid. I simply do my best to serve, and can't not really. I usually choose to walk. Very quickly, and early on when I know some shits gonna go down. But id also happily sit and have a goon and chat with them. Or, just as easily dropkick their face in if that was what was needed. With love, of course. lol. Fuck the dumb pit bull that runs at me for a mouthful. It's got one chance to make that mistake. After all, im an animal too and im far bigger and badder. Flexibility is good. Adapting to the requirements of the moment. Remaining empty, and in love with the truth. But never fearing to separate oneself from that. It seems everyone learned a good lesson in how to do things better, differently perhaps. Except the women and kids Will life simply do that for them? Maybe. Hey, we're all a part of life aren't we? I'm so sad our original people ever could, or have to forget.

Hmm.. foaf found the same thing with higher drying temp. Half the batch was blended before oven drying which produced a very thick, salty 'leather'. Far tastier for soups.. the rest was dried till crumbly (takes many hours) and was far tastier as it became somewhat 'roasted'. He now knows the effects are VERY different from pine amanitas, then from oak. Cheesy egg omellete, really is the yummiest way to get a whole lot of amanita into you. Thoroughly worthwhile.

I am Polyamorous. I looked for a better term for along time, but this fits neat for now. It has AMAZING potential. Particularly when the participants are rather spiritual, even better when they're trippers. It can be as intensely difficult, as it is INCREDIBLE. I think its easier for a man when he has bi-sexual women who also love each other. Being Poly, with other mono's can be more challenging. There's a few major concepts/paradigms that ive found over time that can be very helpful. If a man has the mind/communication skills and resources, it can be sheer delight. Though, I think to some degree there'll always be an elemnt of hard work. Oh, and for the guys- I dunno, its a wonderful challenge in self realisation. Understanding the the minutae of your own mind and emotional systems. It can and does work without jelaousy, for the right people or those who are willing to exert the effort. And yeah, 3 gorgeous hunnies- all of which offer me different joys, who love me unconditonally- its a small hurdle to find yourself celebrating their one sexuality too.

Hi Stinkmeat, I've had my cert IV for 10 years and learned a couple of things as an avid health and wellenss nut. Funtional anatmoy, and applied body mechianics stuff absolouely shits over the main course info in remedial massage. imo, if a course doesnt have this it create next to useless therapists.. EFT is bloody easy, quick and effective when used with N.L.P Mantak Chia's chi gung info is ELITE- iron shirt, structural alignment and all that stuff is INCREDIBLE for a therpaists under standing of how the bodty should/can work. Pavel Tsatouline teaches very helpful concepts regarding bodywork and structure. Hope this helps.

18g? WHoaa! Any other ruers about?

Well, thats a great start. Thanks for your replies, guys. on another note, Foaf has had a couple of trays of subs recently fruit. I'll have to let u know if he finds the homegrown vibe is different or not. 2 seeds hey? I must try that. Gotta love the rainbows.

Hi, Just wondering whose rued much? foaf's first time with rue and shrooms the other night was profound to say the least. After several years with mush, he told me that he just had no idea at the particlar quality of experience that tryptamines would eventually relay to him. He only dosed 100mg of rue extract with 1g of b+ and 1 sub cap.. but he had an elf take him from the main street of 'the carnival', to a backalley healer store where he was taught to make majik mental potions. He also tried on a 'Godsuit' from a paralell future that healed most, if not all of his current physcial complaints. It was told, that he could hardly believe how grounded the subaeruginosa experience became.. That what may usually be a cascading onslaught of alien entities, gave way to dialogue with one personal guide whom he could converse with in a very lucid manner. all in all, I just thought i'd ask who else worked with rue and was wondering what specific kind of enhancement it brought to your travels? G*P

More nice vibes and thanks to your friend.