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Sounds good for smoking! Smoking is a very nice way of making friends with the plant! Julian.

We need Cereal. I am Serial about this. I have elves. We need Surreal. Please sometime tell me they have Cereal? Julian.

oh, that's a great photo and natasha and denis. I have some of her old artwork... but a lot her parents have. They believe I am basically Satan himself, so it is very tricky. I guess I have things of hers they would want. It might take some time. Well, Natasha was the love of Denis's life at one point, and it wasn't reciprocated by her, which I think he was really cut by. Julian.

I think it is very annoying when you don't know the how and whys of someone's death, so I just wanted to be clear. Torsten, she didn't need any "drugs" to be creative. She was simply creative. Pot mostly slowed her down and her motivation to live and create and do things. At the time before her first episode she was smoking over an ounce a week for quite some time and was rarely very productive when she smoking pot. Over three years ago the mushrooms told her to take them every week in order to stay sane. She didn't follow that advice. I was with her when she took acid some years ago and that helped to really come back and integrate the first episode she had. So I wouldn't blame all drugs, but I seriously think she put her brain chemistry out of balance and for a small and sensitive girl, and that much pot seriously effected her. When she went to the mental hospital, the nurses there said they see it all the time. Unfortunately, her parents blame people in NNSW and myself for her death, and put it all on the "drugs" she took. But I for one, was never keen on her smoking pot. One of the rumours going around is that I was the one who gave her the "drugs" that tipped her over the edge! Psychedelics and "drugs" are two very different things. She was taking mushrooms and DXM off her own bat at 16! I have put some her writings and artwork on my facebook account and will post it on a web site soon when I can... I have a lot of her artwork in storage, but also they are all scanned and on disc somewhere. In time, this will all surface. Julian.

It is pretty clear she committed suicide, as she had taken a whole lot of methadone. She also took a lot of Serapax and Phenurgan. It is something she had been talking about for years. She really just wasn't happy in this world with the "crazy monkeys." In the last couple of months she just looked very happy, like a leaf in the wind. Likely because she had made her decision and had come to peace with the world. She was an incredibly wise, kind and beautiful person and I feel she acheived so much and touched many people in her short time on earth. Julian.

yeah, I have tested this species! came up with nothing! Julian.

Friends tell me that their kilos of Coca leaf often just don't arrive! Julian.

Some people seem to think that plants like "Ayahuasca" are somehow infallible. But they have flaws and follies and fallibilities as much as the human beings do! And they do seem to lie and play tricks. Your experience with hearing the voice of the vine sound similar to many of mine... http://forums.ayahuasca.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?t=16379 I don't have any experience with the black... it is just one of those things. Out there in the amazon, there are SO many different strains... dozens and dozens, all with different names. Julian.

Throw your tryptamines into the vodka. Then liberally wet your t-shirt with the vodka. Get a candle/Go Outside. Procure a whip. Some masking tape. Let the guinea pigs drink the defattening solution (I find MihSo or DOHti works best!) Stir! Enjoy! Julian.

For many of us it is not at all a matter of belief. Take 5 grams of dried mushrooms every week for two years and THEN tell me that spirits and other worlds are not real. Almost ALL of the people who really go the distance with psychedelics accept the existence of other realities and beings apart from this reality and the beings that exist in this one! There are no shamans who deny the existence of other beings or realities that I am aware of. It took me a long time and many, many repeat encounters to accept the existence of this otherworldly material... it just goes against anything we have been brought up to accept or conditioned to believe in. Julian.

And remember - All you neeed is "Russian Standard" Vodka! Julian.

50/50 Caapi Leaf Vine/Leaf is often called "Nanga"! In Brazil, "Changa" looks more like some kind of voodoo Jungle fever inducing gunk... and is very high in DMT. I have heard that Changa is gaining popularity in other South American countries - even Venezuala! In England, where it is very well known among "heads", Changa is generally around 20% DMT. It may be between 20% and 30% elsewhere in Europe. A classic, basic recipe utilised by many is thus: 30% Ayahuasca vine and or/leaf 20% Mullein - to help the lungs deal with the smoke 20% Passionflower - to calm and sedate 20% Peppermint - to add flavour and zing 10% Blue Lotus - a top note (added afterwards to maintain its color) Julian.

Caapi cuttings from a nine year old Cielo strain, can do thicker or thinner depending on requirements. pm me for more details. Julian.

Only smaller amounts available now! Julian.

Still plenty available...PM's are working now!

oh yeah, just use the email address: [email protected]

Sorry Jayson, your order must have slipped past me there, and in my mind, and according to my list, I had already sorted you out! It is just a matter of reminding me. Small quantities of cuttings like you ordered have never been a problem, and can always be accessed. Julian.

Coffee is a very unhealthy, inelegeant stimulant compared to chewing coca I think. Chewing coca I think has health giving properties... it can be addictive... but so can drinking coffee be! Only purified cocaine, and all the associated impurities is likely to be bad for your health. Julian.

Wilhelm Reich, Barbara Ann Brennan, Terrence McKenna, Erich Fromm, J. Krishnamurti, Robert A. Monroe, D.H. Lawrence, But in a few hundred years, probably Barbara Ann Brennan would come out no 1. Julian.

Has anyone ever heard of anyone actually having charges pressed because of importing coca leaf tea? I haven't. Julian.

>just thought i would put it out there some of you might know whats happening musically in that town nothing interesting at all. Julian.

I have been mostly based in the area for 11 years and it isn't a really very appealing place to live these days... even if you live WAY OUT... like I do - the sour atmosphere and the people's malaise still effects you. I am moving from this area and won't be returning. Byron shire is a like a party that used to be good, but all the "wrong" sorts of people crashed the party, bought their way in, and contributed nothing to the atmosphere... actually just taking. There are still some really good people around... but not a vibrant scene like there was 10 years ago! All those authentically spiritual people are really just not around any more... and can't afford to live here! I MUCH prefer the Port Macquarie area and this is where I feel comfortable with the land and the people. The climate there is better, the land cheap and there may be fewer people of like mind there. Having said that, a LOT of people I know in this area are tired of the wankers predominating and the stale, gossipy small town BS... Julian.

ah, I thought Birgitta was behind all this when I saw this thread... I used to live with her when she came to Australia and married my best friend! She was always going on about radical, revolutionary political change and we used to think she was being somewhat unrealistic! But we could agree the only hope for global change was to create new models of change in Iceland or Australia... evidentally she is now doing that in Iceland! http://joyb.blogspot.com/ Julian.

Great to be able to buy palo santo otc and also some nice selection of sacred flowers. Julian.