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oooh did you cross em (or send some pollen to Zelly) im curious how tall/age? they're shorter than the fence?

http://youtu.be/u6tVLvBsBWw

down to the floral hairs? probably not alot of them look alike tho, thats how it got mislabeled imo we all know that the real true Pachanizzle was imported by Cactus Kate... duh ppl I know you didn't ask me but lol

it can get ridiculous I am experienced in these matters I have to narrow down by species just cause I don't have the space to overwinter more than a million plants not having to screw with it is a relief... this is deja vu tho.. didn't i say something about this to you b4? lol

calea tea is pretty much one of the most terrible flavors i've ever tried I don't think it can be masked its ridiculously nasty I was growing the fake calea for a couple years til the freeze finally zapped it but its a suprisingly hardly plant.. I wonder how the real calea grows... someday i'll get one @ Auxin I had something like that happen two nights ago, though it was before falling asleep... was really quick tho didn't last all that long.. all I can say is I was doing 1/2 tsp doses of tryptophan for about 3 or 4 nights in a row, and plus I had a bunch of chicken spaghetti.. only happened that one night and it was accompanied by voices, a sort of conversation wooing me... and that's the night i decided to dream myself to a party eh... so maybe that or 5-htp worth an experiment today i woke up quite wierd like I was dreaming but couldn't see it, and the same feeling that I was still asleep except it was alot like nasuea and vertigo. I was very uncomfortable for about an hour.. not surprising I had alot of bad vibes going to bed... I was starving and very thirsty upon waking tho so I ate fast and othwrwise its been a really anxiety free day.. the heat made me sleepy tho and I took a long nap... I got rhodiola in the mail a couple daze ago and its affecting me wierdly but seems to have taken the edge off in the daytime.. maybe placebo or maybe not but im enjoying it...

you mean like peeing with a boner?

I use azamax seems to have zapped root mealies.. used as a soil drench I didn't even do the strongest dose like towards a middle dose and just soaked the pots for about 15 mins.. above ground it depends on the plant.. if its opuntias and cereus i've used diluted alcohol applied late in the day when theres still enfuff warmth to evaporate quickly... not sure how biofriendly it is.. just a little dangerous @ gotta avoid breating it.. or you can apply it to them with a cotton swab or just blow them away with a hose and a toothbrush I have read (but never tried) that above ground mealies can't stand fish emulsions and that dousing the plant with a strong spray will make them go away... i've been out of fish for a while ... i think you still have to scrape off the old ones and spray so the little invisible ones will go away or something maybe check into that just in a quick search I found this http://forums2.gardenweb.com/forums/load/houseplt/msg0315043515661.html i didn't even read it all tho im hungry

before I fell asleep I decided I was going to a party and so I dreamed about a party but it was alot like a high school reunion and one of my friends I didnt keep in touch with was all pissed... I think it was the first time I decided a dream like that but I was hearing the woo .. i was expecting a totally different party but it was more like all the parties I've been to that I didn't have much fun at... and it finished with the dickhead that drove me there taking off drunk without giving me a ride but I probably woulda said no to get in a car with his drunk ass even in a dream lol I woke up at 10 am and 10 seconds later the power went out! and it was out for hours.. had nothing to do with the dream but still twas weerd

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Garden of Eden in Southern Sweden? A krillion sounds nise but one really really big one would be a good place to start :D really I gotta move somewhere tropical

this ThunderHorse is crazier than me when it comes to plants I just can't stop either but damn, ur making me dizzy! my cacti wore t-shirts, sweaters and wool blankets over the winter lol but they are nudists

just FYI edulis isn't hardy for shit... but i've heard there are some hardy crosses Incarnata and caerulea are hardy... the fruits are shit on caerulea.. I planted them to block the shit from the neighbors septic spray ugh... they are pretty much a pretty butterfly haven... and they only come back stronger even after a really cold winter if you get seeds from a hardy one with tasty fruits i'd love some for sure its kinda rare actually most of the good ones are tropical.. i've been considering getting some of the named ones though I did clone a couple edulis over the winter and the caterpillars just tear them to shit :|

Peruvianus x Kimnach Lumberjack x Juuls

I got to page 3 and was like DUH and by page 4 I had anxiety again lol seriously thanks for posting i'll look at it some more... but im gonna skip page 8 looks like further down there are some interesting therapies that maybe worth a try but i'll have to figure out my own way I guess.... a few years ago I was losing a home and then later took a job in collections.. during that job I developed the most unbearable anxiety it was the the point that I couldn't show up at work.. I stayed in the house for about 6 months.. I do have to say after doing shrooms once and for the first time, I was able to let go of the house easily and didn't have anxiety for about a year or two after that, but it crept back in this year... the shrooms ended up being the better alternative to suicide in my case and all the other crazy shit I was thinking of.... anyways I got some Rhodiola on the way but i started taking anti anxiety aminos again and it really does help alot, its got tyrosine, glutamine and glycine... and also i've been taking tryptophan at nights... Iv'e been trying to get alot of shit done the past two weeks and end up fatigued before I start... yesterday and today I got some things I was hung up on completed and feels much better.. but I also ended up pumping out a few hundred gallons of rainwater out by mistake a week ago the title of this thread would have given me some anxiety.. im skipping past all the green drug pages too but the orange pages look pretty interesting I already had no choice on the caffeine reduction half a joe gets me pretty wired

"Only a fool would keep faith with a proven error." Democracy - supposedly government of the people, by the people, and for the people - is a disguised oligarchy. A small, elite group govern in their own interests and take active steps to dupe the people, to provide misinformation and disinformation, to exploit the power of their office to disguise their many abuses. It is advantageous to them to maintain the people in a state akin to that of a flock of sheep or a herd of cows - docile, unthinking, easily controlled, lacking initiative, incapable of resisting. Democracy, in practice, is government of the people, by the elite, and for the elite. It is the perfect instrument of control for the Old World Order. The people, brainwashed by relentless propaganda about "freedom and democracy", sedated by junk food, junk entertainment and junk culture, and starved of the sort of education that will furnish them with incisive, critical minds, do not know how to see through the lies. They are born suckers being taken for a perpetual ride. Democracy becomes viable only at the point at which the vast majority of citizens are highly capable, clever, and resourceful. At that point, democracy and meritocracy intersect and become synonymous. Until that point, the most meritorious people in society must be placed in charge. How does that happen? An example already exists from history - America. copy pasted from: http://armageddonconspiracy.co.uk/Meritocracy(1282579).htm... some interesting stuffs Dumbocracy is a gateway drug, its a rich man's game that's why they they fought so hard and paid so much to change us over to a democracy little over 100 years ago and no question why our oligarchs are so anxious to export dumbocracy around the world.... control control control.. and to secure their wealth for even more generations down the line, while these dumbass apologist republicans practically worship the market deity, as they hand down increasingly shittier jobs and pay themselves record bonuses for crashing the market... but we can't win without the dumbass republicans waking up... the tea party is an attempt at this but has only brought out the stupid in most of the rednecks... you also have a splitoff branch of the left in america (and other places).. Anonymous was an attempt at this and while the youth are still carrying the tradition, the movement was practically hijacked by the right-left... This is not just a battle on american soil either, these oligarchs have got their grimy hands in the runnings of every first world country on the planet.. thats what this entire russia-ukraine thing is, an attempt to hang russia by the balls by isolating them and the method for this was going to be merging ukraine with the euro... they are following the EXACT same format they used to re-shuffle the power, under the Euro as they did in the states in the 1920, the 1980's and then again just a few years ago... Democrats can be quite stupid but nothing is more stupid than the stereotypical republican... literally fighting hand tooth and nail to keep things the way they are ... yeah I said it I wish they were capable of a good debate but it causes so much cognitive dissonance cause they serve so many masters... I am personally a leftist in terms of corporate regulating... I can't deny it but don't be confused.. we don't even have a true "left" in the states... only the right and the far right and anyone who can't see that is brainwashed to some extent... but I don't think any political platform is gonna work out without a very energized and educated public and well we have to import our genius in america... things are changing... even the fact that you can read articles like that are starting to point towards the public desire for change.. we can attach to these issues and stay attached and grow new ideas that overshadow the old, or we can be distracted, eat shitty diets, consume disposable products, and sit back while they bend every rule so they can destroy the earth as they please... its really a choice each has to make... most ppl with political opinions here in Texas are just assholes with worthless opinions, not that they don't do decent things for people but in this state the rule is don't talk politics or religion if you want to keep friends or do business... yeah well thats pretty much the best way to avoid the truth.... this WILL come down to which side we choose to be on... Im not even gonna lie I invested myself so much in this idea of change that I became disgusted with people.. people suck but im starting to get into that forgiving mode where I realize we've all been handed a ticket to irrelevence.. and so we have to light the fire, the kind that only great ideas and inspired actions can maintain ... these kind of conversations tend to bring out the pessimist in people... the complainers and the bullshit but we really dont have time for that anymore .. clocks ticking we're very close to a huge war and its up to use to determine the outcome, no matter what they tell you not to do or who you are supposed to hate... and its a spiritual battle, wherin the individual is fully responsible for recapturing their own soul and determining their own destiny. Here is an interesting breakdown also found in the same link as above http://www.illuminati-news.com/government-for-the-people.html

I'm quite content having forgotten Ruderalis but, oh yeah Btw this has been posted already too just yesterday I think, in Chill Space for a mintute there I thought i was having repetitive deja something http://www.shaman-australis.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=39615

any pics of a flat Mammy? I really can't tell if it is but just looks like a flatter cactus the exotic hairs actually make me think of turbinicarpus but who knows again im not expert... maybe even something completely different is there any info that tells why its a Mamm? like perhaps the flower structure or if its been able to cross pollinate with anything.. its still early I suppose I know theres some relation between mamm and one of those two and perhaps epilantha or something just shooting in the air tho not making any particular argument... I can see the body type better in one of nuts pics... beautiful plant wouldn't surprise me a bit if it ends up in another list

its already been posted in the id thread a couple days ago lol http://www.shaman-australis.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=39602 I would not be surprised if it gets renamed but im not an expert. I agree that it reminds me of Ariocarpus tho alot more than any of the mamm species I looked up, but again im far from having any kind of expertise. I just have a few arios and look at alot of pretty photos

I couldn't agree more with that statment.. I believe these discoveries will most certainly be accompanied by a world of discovery that relates everything from religion and spirituality to athletic performance and the social sciences..... quite frankly the goal is to elimate the corrupt virus infected operating system of the world and replace it with a scientific based rational religion that supports an evolving humanity... we really do have so much to look forward to but there's nothing traditional about it and I think the only thing in between "this" and "that" is a monopolistic stranglehold on information... in other words I don't think the discoveries are anything new, but will certainly be perceived as such when we finally arrive to yet another golden age. In this day and age you literally have to be crazy to even begin to delve into those types of studies, even most of the esoteric organizations are just a front, moreso managing the interested rather than enlightening them imo... I look forward to the day when crazy is no longer crazy and then we'll be able to express ourselves in ways that are much more productive and conducive to a healthy society(ies)... when passions are promoted from an early age and the entire elimination of cookie cutter, dumbed down educations which reward ass kissing and memorization rather then the good wholesome and natural explorative sense we're all born with... questioning the status quo as a youth is a sign of genius, rather than a warming about non conformity... but you can't tell that to the fuckers with all the plaques and certificates, and the padded jobs.. its kinda like asking bobcat to rename his cactus kate pedro and call it an unknown hybrid.... but who knows right - laffs thats why I say conflicts of interest lead to incest... okay I don't really say that it doesn't even sound right but whatever Im quite envious of that dream... what a fucking cool ass dream... I mostly Day dream about RW and thats blessing enough imo I dreamed I was trying to masturbate, most lame fucking dream ever lol I woke up really early drank half a coffee and went back to sleep and I don't even remember if i dreamed that before or after the coffee but god damn I could have dreamed about much nicer things than just whacking off, fuck

I dunno but I like the 3rd one

sounds promising... I read an article not long about about the future of batteries... they're already working on tiny little cards about the size of flash cards which would power cell phones for like a month on a charge just one correction, not to get all weed scholar but all Cannabis Sativa isn't hemp, unless they changed the names around or something I don't recall ever seeing Indica as a sub species of Sativa but then again I haven't updated my weed education in some years Sativa = Acapulco Gold, Durban Poison etc = energetic mind euphoria Indica = Afghan Kush, purple haze etc = couchlocked higher ratio of CBDs I think hybrid = Blueberry etc etc etc I think industrial Hemp is just like a wild shitty bud strain with stronger fibers or somfing

hrm... well the perception of every thing is in our heads... wake or sleep what is reality without eyes, ears, smell, touch and taste, plus whatever other sense has been developed the feelings/emotions about those, also happen to be from the noggin including any opinions that its abuse! ppl abuse far worse things than REM... so what are the consequences of REM abuse? bottom line here is that people with wild imaginations are way better in bed just sayin

not to water it down but marriage, frankly is a 3 party contract between man woman and state or in cali it can be a man a man and the state or a woman and a woman and the state I never even brought up marriage w/my ex she brought it up and part of it was that she was desperate to make this a permanent residence for her daughters.. but she ended up running back to columbia with the post man or so I heard.. anyways im super glad I didn't rush in here's a guy that might have rushed in too fast http://www.clickondetroit.com/news/man-fakes-death-to-avoid-marriage/27611370 @ what Ceres said, not only does it take a long time to really know someone, but you have to live with them a long time to really know how they live but anyone who has had a roomate has probably figured that out if theres one thing I do believe is that ppl are meant to cross paths sometimes and perhaps even pair up,,, I have met those couples that match each other so well that it hurts to look at lol the ladies love that stuff but me im like woo fucking hoo More often tho I've met the miserable ones with invisible chains.. Marriage isn't for me I don't think but here if you live with a chic for more than 6 months it becomes a common law marriage and theres no shortage of whores that want to fully take advantage of that its just sad how the laws create opportunities for twisted social scenarios but its a fact of life in this culture... Time for some Elvis ...