immanuel

Who knows it all but the big bad wolf said lucky as she sprayed on the spraycans A dime or a dozen was spoken so true but never left with a roundhouse kick, or so? Nifty is the potter who waters the gardens edge with a million more and sandwhiches too So group together, fall together, fly together and make amends for the end of the world is near

--- “…we foresee the end of all humankind’s history of apparent separation from spirit and source. As more and more people all over the world are experiencing new levels of awareness of themselves, they are discovering hidden potentials, feelings of vastness, and experiencing other realities. It is as if a marriage –between heaven and earth –spirit and matter –is in the process of giving birth to something new and wonderful. … Within the cells of matter are found the elements of creation and of unlimited potential –the known and the unknowable.” (from first draft, circa 1993) https://missionignition.net/pfcn/Bulletins/Energizing the Power Body.pdf --- Thought I'd share some of my favourite ways to meditate!

Here’s a song I wrote on a throwaway account that I thought was kinda cool Wisdom salutes those victorious in the ways of old for all time and being Insisting I change could be succumb to emotional states passing by Returning from zero point ok but not friendly The be all and end all is lying on my front porch dazed and confused

Sixty hats and a bag on bones to roll the dice for keep it hot

I remember peace as every part of who I am I find memories over by the wayside computer There’s nothing better than expression of perfection I pray it never leave my heart My twisted tongue sounding out Peruvian’s word Parables of wasted abyss and devotions to coffee Laughter so familiar these moreish tones Could lore find shelter in a makeshift accord Truth, beauty, love and joy calling from afar Origination that lies across oceans within hidden dreams Coalesce upon the lost and found in greater vibrations Wisdom all but lost in this spiritual suffocation Freewill departed long ago remaining only limitation Healing is forgiveness to inherent defiance of the infinite Authority through absolution is the way forward First is foremost in the original blueprint of mankind I support transitions of spiritual requirements that are unfolding Exactly when couldn’t see any further but central navigations keep working Hovering over me I find consequence and betrothed all together like fiscal truths Sideways glance to look upon a treasure trove and celebrate the end of all things Closing in like clockwork the natural state of a company marching forward Nobody knows like a nobody fitting into his own shoes to see things forward The supra mental foresee a change in the state of consecrated minds and gestures Take a leaf from the old book and see a contribution take shape and form

Trust, caring and service the guidelines to new creation I can see bees and birds coming together like a hive mind I’m sorry and more sorry for crossing those lines Most of all I wish upon a star for the greatest and best for all involved I’d make shovelling the dirt so much easier if I could A chrysalis is like metamorphosis on a grand scale Learning can be seen through the eyes of the many As time ticks around saving grace is coming An honest achievement and you couldn’t ask for more Legless around noon would level the score Surprised not really I bit my tongue For when it’s all said and done Practice makes perfect so I’m practicing perfection Sitting in traffic making sense making ground I’d give it more to see it golden and bronze I could know anything and it’s just around the corner Sombre patterns like psychedelic kaleidoscopes instigating sound Pick up sticks and make it in the nature Over and out sound off my friends Cya later

So there I was sitting under the apple tree A single line of constants and unconditional love Three times did a tiger roar And on the fourth I heard a dragon sing Sing me praises she said, so I did More was less and it was exciting Confusing at times but simple, you know? Keeping yourself together Sick dog or maybe not True love was worth a shot I'm moving mountains for the best sellers And keeping it all to myself Could sadhu exist completely untamed on a winter's day So you reckon regular customers have their own heir to the throne I reckon I could play a few simple tunes But longing is different to being and simplicity is only perfect Kick the bucket my friend, I'll keep going! Piss to the wind and give back to an island of light Eleven pence me thinks, with pretty flavours and a tie in the knot Kiss it goodbye One last thing, I'm easy Total absolution is like pie in the sky Misery is commandeered by the weary Total silence comes when wind blows It was an ideology for burning bridges and crossing the river It came and went, so forwards moved forward Ideology this, Ideology that Brown snakes in a paper bag Confused yet? Same. Pray for star trek enterprise Move forward into light and love Find hope in a darkest hour And all will be well from up above Checked out at the checkout making mistakes Graced out on Hawaii building lakes Sorry for this my watch just broke And completely insane Jesuit True love, it's a great feeling An abyss was great too after you threw it away Before or after a quizzical look Sentences that could go on forever Soldier on mighty fiends Credit card history check Fuck you and your little dog too Minds are built for mansions I'm composing something special here But it might be a little sideways over on the left there Glasses on and it'll come down hard So here we are I like pikachu but what's that about Pokemon cards are like Peruvian gods Stickers for the divine and confetti particles Something's not right but nevermind Creator. Sequential dots lined up stars in a cosmos of offical unity Fire filled the bellies of the hungry and dust turned to dust Escape not so rewind eternity The pursuit of happiness is a lingering scent under your nose Thank reasons alive and fish in the pond I wrote truth upon the walls of the innocent A leg up could get you only so far, all aboard the chosen train Forget happiness I’m in love Six o’clock was timely enough even though My scorpion can beat yours in a duel Size me up I’ll cut it clean like Beirut Dogs Drinking wine because the lacing is sweet Setting up shop in your basement and getting on going on Mine’s a chipmunk, what’s yours Sixty dollars Sunrise upon these glorious isles forget Vegas Kicking the feet up on heavenly bliss track lines and farts Snooze AM is perfect for actual centipedes but never so called doggies A woman is simple just because A wasted abyss speaks to people of every single creed Even the little ones Could pikachu jump the rope or masonary include simple tunes Never forget simple tunes Little Brother

For the longest journey I’ve known a calling Home is a fragment of truth that guides from beyond It’s been like living black and white for all I’ve known in life I find true home in where my soul fastens to yours These flames are first breaths of Real in the illusory My deepest yearning is truth yet found surely in each other Our wholeness is truth but truth could never fulfil our spirit So worship above all else this bond perfection everlasting A lost memory of separation fits recognition of hereafter Praying to my very origination calling myself all parts This psychedelic mirror a spark of between I love you

I’ve never felt so good

My peruvian heart

There was an opening as I found my knowing in the other half of me I spent time writing on focused intent and shared the truth of spiritual law and love It was a perfection of protection that I understood as my completion As trust returned anger subsided and I agreed to see things clear My faith was placed in front of me yet it was broken by tests There was not one but two others and my own mind it finished last Serenity could restore beauty and trust but would it remain into tomorrow My heart broken a few rare times and seeing true I could carry on I could tell so many times that there’s nothing like coming home True love and truly known then forgotten myself and thrown to the wind What’s it worth to you I may ask if the wind blows these saddened tunes This time I remember something never felt and more than anything before I use my mind to imagine I’m so small as only a cell in two infinite beings in love and intertwined I visit the very heart of god then even larger and ask our humans aligned to our true hearts also Nothing better I pray than love bliss and joy expanding beyond all existence of its very self This feeling it may come or go but I feel home and want truly nothing more than that Consuming with everything that I am and expanding beyond more than anything that I am Separation it hurts when finding union is a spark that frees us wholly totally and completely Beauty could burn a lifetime as connecting the essence of higher levels was a soul split in two A bond for siblings of magic and spirit running deeper than blood a mirror of hearts aligned Not if but when We savour now our calling to source This bliss and this knowing Our wholeness is only growing into seeds And the blossoming into trees Is our reaching to greater spheres

There might not be any scientific sort of proof for telepathy but I'm sure that I've communicated with other aspects of my own self such as my higher self or the more expanded state of my consciousness in a higher dimensions. It can take time and persistence but I feel that with regular focused intention our higher awareness can and does respond in ways that can be extraordinarily significant. I'm coming back baby!

A second poem for the first women because I’m in love with you The meaning to that is it will always remain like equal parts of the first man I mean what I say and I see what I feel so I’m knowing that truth in my rite Giving can be receiving like loving can be sharing as happiness is more than worthwhile Hey sister we’re going home like eternal snowballs that stay alive The longest journey praying true life’s journey to the council of councils in counselling It may be slang but it comes from the heart as there’s no place like home in the jungle Then it may be our choice to choose what’s right and depart this world in a calling I’ve made my wishes to the stars and the moon to infinity and all the way back My prayers even more than that and to love just as much and I swear that you’re right A true miracle is finding hope in a darkest hour whilst love is the saviour of abyss The Creator of All through believing the deepest scars and burns could heal in light I spent winter in darkness and your sunrise was bliss each time I awakened Trust is such a completion I received and I asked for and now we will ask for more I could say it all my life those words would never grow old and neither would we It’s crazy to truly have the best and feel its rightful place in your arms Divinity is few and far between for a men who might love a woman Sin is wrong reasoning against the archetype and denial of Christ Here by the fall we gain power by control and hurt and steal free will Our soul is beauty joy and love it was taken and will never be the same again

Hope is where the heart is The difference of night and day Hope is the beginning A particle made from dust Created by gentle beings A Peruvian love story Our last hope Lost hope To find an only way To restore the great divide The true creation With everything I am More than anything I am And forevermore Cause it was all worthwhile I feel you No release from pain I love you Think of what we’ll gain I miss you Lastly We hung upon a cross But did not cross over To be reborn Into truth and love

I’m not particularly up to date on the laws myself but I know there is a company called Indivita that I believe is based in Sydney and is a reasonable price for what is available in Australia. https://indivitahemp.com/ There’s a Facebook group called CBD Reviews Australia where the oil has been tested and compared to what else is available on the market.

1800-true-light You should call it anytime If at first you don’t succeed Then I’ve dialled it in this rhyme To express a higher oneness I do perceive it with my mind And the boundaries of insanity I’ve lost so many times The struggle it is a paradox As this realm is only limited I may be a spiritual being Yet my experience is human An anti-creation force A soul less capture This truth was for learning As well as a golden rapture Long live the queen God bless her heart And all its missing pieces And her only man http://www.missionignition.net/pfcn/

I have successfully ordered to Australia from here: https://essentialextractpure.co

Here’s another thread worth reading if you are interested in CBD oil availability.

Well I did a bit of reading into this and came across a few sources that could be considered dietary. A few purely natural sources here: https://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/73458-natural-5-ht1a-agonistsantagonists-pssdand-cognitive-function/ Berberine The anxiolytic mechanism of BER might be related to the increase in turnover rates of monoamines in the brain stem and decreased serotonergic system activity. Moreover, BER decreased serotonergic system activity via activation of somatodendritic 5-HT1A autoreceptors and inhibition of postsynaptic 5-HT1A and 5-HT2 receptors. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15350820 Creatine These results indicate that the antidepressant-like effect of creatine is likely mediated by an interaction with 5-HT1A receptors. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23352985 Ginger In this study, bioactivity-guided fractionation of a ginger extract identified nine compounds that interact with the human serotonin 5-HT(1A) receptor with significant to moderate binding affinities https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20363635 Sodium butyrate In conclusion, NaB may exert antidepressant-like effects in combination with EB in ovariectomized female rats through 5-HT1A receptor, via altering the expression of 5-HT1A in the hypothalamus. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S016643280800497X Also Myo-inositol may act like SSRIs in the brain: Several studies have proposed a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor-like role for myo-inositol, likely due to the fact that myo-inositol is the second messenger of serotonin https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/22031267 Omega 3 fatty acids We propose mechanisms by which EPA increases serotonin release from presynaptic neurons by reducing E2 series prostaglandins and DHA influences serotonin receptor action by increasing cell membrane fluidity in postsynaptic neurons. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/?term=Vitamin+D+Vitamin+D+and+the+omega-3+fatty+acids+control+serotonin+synthesis+and+action%2C+part+2%3A+relevance+for+ADHD%2C+bipolar+disorder%2C+schizophrenia%2C+and+impulsive+behavior Exercise Several lines of research suggest that exercise increases brain serotonin function in the human brain. Post and colleagues56 measured biogenic amine metabolites in cerebrospinal fluid (CSF) of patients with depression before and after they increased their physical activity to simulate mania. Physical activity increased 5-HIAA, but it is not clear that this was due to increased serotonin turnover or to mixing of CSF from higher regions, which contain higher levels of 5-HIAA, with lumbar CSF (or to a combination of both mechanisms). Nonetheless, this finding stimulated many animal studies on the effects of exercise. For example, Chaouloff and colleagues57 showed that exercise increased tryptophan and 5-HIAA in rat ventricles. More recent studies using intracerebral dialysis have shown that exercise increases extracellular serotonin and 5-HIAA in various brain areas, including the hippocampus and cortex (for example, see58–60). Two different mechanisms may be involved in this effect. As reviewed by Jacobs and Fornal,61 motor activity increases the firing rates of serotonin neurons, and this results in increased release and synthesis of serotonin.62 In addition, there is an increase in the brain of the serotonin precursor tryptophan that persists after exercise. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2077351/#!po=28.2609

I have heard from a number of people that CBD oil did/does get through customs, but that may have changed since I last heard about it. I just did a quick google and I found an article updated June 2018, saying the companies that were getting through have stopped shipping. I know of people that have been using CBD oil for many months and years now. I happened to find some being sold within Australia on eBay, but I have a friend who regularly orders it in the mail, and even saw it advertised on TV. I can try to ask him exactly where he orders from. “So far no Australians have been prosecuted for purchasing CBD Hemp Oil or importing it from overseas.” “Eternal Plants ship CBD Oil directly to Australia from Japan, we offer free delivery which takes about 5-7 working days. All our CBD Oil is whole plant extract, organically produced, GMP Certified and lab tested.” “Endoca will soon stop shipping to Australia from Europe. Although their shipping costs are a bit high and it can take up to two weeks for delivery. They offer a high quality CBD Oil but their prices are a bit more expensive for most people to afford. Elixinol used to be a popular brand in Australia but due to the recent legal changes Elixinol suspended all their activities until they get the required licences and are currently seeking partnerships with doctors to continue selling their oil. Charlotte’s Web have now stopped shipping to Australia from the USA, We recommend that you to stick with reputable companies who test their products properly for efficacy and safety.” https://eternalplants.com.au/is-cbd-oil-legal-australia/

Ever heard of 11.11? You can google it. They are called synchronicities or meaningful coincidences and happen to me all the time with numbers, it’s spooky. But I also feel it is an example of how the universe can act in a fluid vibrational way as opposed to something solid density if that makes sense. I recall reading a writing by Carl Jung on it, and there is a wiki page on it here: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity Perhaps you could google the symbolic meanings of the animals you saw, if you feel the universe is trying to say something to you.

On the Big Bang theory, one of the characters said something like, cats brains run on the same frequencies that psychic events do. I don’t know if that is true, but there is anecdotal evidence that cats and dogs can be psychic.

Yeah, that’s interesting that nimitta fits the description. The light becoming all encompassing sounds like that first jhana type of description. It is a state of bliss and stillness that comes from holding the mind in stillness for periods of time. I couldn’t think of a better description than that from Ajahn Brahm.