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not all are lucky enough or determined enough to apply rituals and principals in order to gain such access. and you speak the truth, as have all the other seakers that have recieved the message and try to get it out. create your own religion as belief creates existance, and that phrase is the verbal Anhk. but the rituals mustnt be shared endepth. the rituals are learnt from genetic memory or downloaded into the brain of the individual. the use of the rituals are to access different spaces/dimensions in the cosmos. your friends ritual was a gift for him to access that realm, one of many, and its his gift and his path. as you found, each seaker must find their own path, same is with the rituals and practices. there are certain core elements of occultism that need to be applied depending ones desired destination or outcome. basics of astrology, elementology and alkchemy play a factor aswell in reguards to master rituals. ive encountered countless entities both good and bad, some with gifts or lessons, some to remove negative parts of my being, all using different methods of communication, some unfathomable. the 1st you or anyone will encounter will be their teacher, generally, ones own guide to the cosmos. whence lessons are taught comes freedom to explore and manipulate the space indirectly. tho it takes some years of perfection without a predecesor to the realms. one primary factor to the experience tho is the questioning of ones sanity, if has doubt to his sanity then hes more than likely sane. generally the psychotic delusions, when experienced, the person is totally unaware of it and wouldt think to question their sanity in the slightest because they would feel so good they are convinced there is nothing wrong with them at all, i to have experienced this also and is quite distinctable from the spiritual experience. a side note on demonic possession... it is a very real risk when one opens their mind soul and body to the cosmos, leaving themselves open to be inhabited if they are unprepaired. Hence Nepalesse practitioners carry the 3 sided carved wooden dagger, carved and used in the right manner can defeat demonic presences. now the science part of my brain kicks into gear....weather the experience is real OOB spiritual meetings or just simply chemical effects is reguardless. if one can have an experience that they can better themselves in aspects of their life and their friends lives, then what does it matter. if its science or spiritualism who cares? maybe those of use who have had the spiritual experiences and changes and all the seekers are simply batshit insane? what would it matter if the lesson learnt can better life in one way or another either directly or indirectly? happiness peace and love is all that matters in this life. and if its insanity then so be it because, after all, ignorance is bliss. ive had these experiences, i cannot explain them nor rationally accept them, all i know is what ive learnt from my experiences and practices. hope this helps somone in someway, weather they keep faith or weather they piss themselves laughing, its all good either way. DMT is Yin and Yang, an oxymoron for another word. theres two primary psychies in this world and most will addapt to one or the other, people of science and people of faith. thats whats wrong with humanity. people should be of both minds, not one or the other. there-in lies the future to our evolution.

well said, here here

is there any info about the Phylo-medusa tricolour out yet? i remember reading of a planned study into its venoms, but cant find anything. anyone have this paper?

Bufo alvirus poor little guys, raped by humans for their 5MEO-DMT and has to share the same family as the Cain Toad (Bufo marinus)

ROFLMAO fucking bogans. everything different is a "faggot" with a bogan. "F*** off or I'll break the goon," LOL thats one smart goth, she knew the bogans weak spot LOL Personal Note, next bogan encounter threaten to take away thier goon.

ahhh FUDGE! i knew i forgot somthing. will you be at ega TransD?

is that like "i wouldnt even shag her with yours" LOL. good thing is theres a brain attached to my gullet.

ive also found further information on the beads themselves... found some 'info' from Wiki... i certainly hope people dont ingest them. theres not enough research information about them besides the fact the active is 14b (BDO), which is toxic in effects before its conversion. i still dont understand how that 10 year old could accidently ingest 60 of them. sure, they are tiny like bb pellets but they taste disgusting. i dont get it. couldnt e accidental, i did read a reoprt saying the 10yr old fed the 2ry old the beads. was the 10yr old intentionally ingesting them?

this is not a piracy forum, theres plenty out on the net, also plenty of websites too. your looking in the wrong place i think. this forum doesnt condone illegal things. LOL just discusses them phazeddl, easywarez, or maybe download emule or limewire. or better yet, dont pirate software.

that is frightening at how serious it is and the rush at people trying to get it. i took it as a joke at 1st LOL also scary they are quoting members of bluelight, glad im not a member there. 1,4-butanedoil is a solvent, thats how it works on the beads, you assemble them and spray with water it to activate the 14b coating, thus melting the beads together. then the solvent evaps off leaving the sculpture. 1,4-butanedoil is NOT reccomended for human consupmtion. the media advertising the GHB relation to 1,4B in the body has what caused the rush in interest i would say. i thought that the media would be a little more sensible, that was stupid of me.

benjahman thank you sooo much . ya save me a bit of diging round the net, its nice to get years of advice in one go like that LOL. you most certainly have done me a huge favour here by saving me so to speak lol. i saw a whip model somwhere with a digital temp display, ill dig around the seller you pointed out to me on ebay, many thanks again dude!

yeah ive just checked out the aromed myself and was going to post how good it looked. LOL ya beat me to it. thanks for that tip about vaporite, i sent them an email with a few questions and youve just answered one. ive always avoided the soldering iron vaps, ceramic heating elements have to be the best ive seen. still this aromed looks ideal :D id love the digital volcano but way outta my budget for now. looks like the aromed might be too, i can only find the one seller of aromed, are can anyone find any others? the aromed looks to be about AU $475.51, should be worth the investment.

Its a very interesting perspective Shiva, i was wondering if the spiritualism vs science discussion would come up. while i do hold both science and spiritualism highly in my life, in this situation i am inclined to go with science. If the situation involved Ayahuasca or another tryptamine id go with spiritualism only after ruling out potential medical/scientific responses/actions. from my experience with DXM and from what ive read its pretty ineffective as an entheogen and more recreational than anything else, tho my experince with it is pretty limited, i havnt seen much evidence to suggest DXM has spiritual the action of the substances and the combination involved suggest too many potential medical concerns in the response. honestly i would not rush out and try that combination again, but after giving the brain at least 6 months to repair and rewire then it might be considerable but it appears to be the combination itself that caused the reaction and subsequencial side effects, so id advise its best avoided.

did some looking abround last night and ive fallen in love with the VapoRite http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au/about_vaporite.html Australian site, not too costly, nice and easy using too it looks. unless i see a better one im sold on the VapoRite or similar models for sure.

hehe i used to play with em as a kid. moss man accually stank worse than stinkor. picked up castle greyskull at a garage sale one day too, was stoked LOL

yeah they were available online untill the recent law enforcment. buying international would be your best bet, ive been saving for the volcano myself after using and looking at a few type. vapir WAS good when it came out lol. i still got the 1st release australian model. anyone finds a cheep link please post it. best prices ive seen after $ conversion have been from canada.

you watch, some fool that thinks themselves smart will try passing out ordinary beads as bindeez LOL

yes, or even if enough of them were to end up in glass of water and accidently drunk it would produce the toxic effects. ive accually got in contact with one of the distributors to ask about this and at the moment they are not sure if its all of them or only certain batches that are effected, more info to follow.

after further investigation i believe its the sticky outter coating of the beads that contains it, not the plastic of the bead. also the media have now picked up on what it is... http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/toy-of...4118005306.html

im inclined to think its the spray and not the bead itself...others thoughts? EDIT - accually no thats wrong. its says they spray water, so it would be the beads themselves. so ya dont need a starter pack, just a refill pack :D check ebay before its too late lol 2nd EDIT - could it be the 'magic dots' that come with the packs?

hehe, just grab the refill pack. wonder if those glow in the darks ones have an extra kicker LOL. "I wonder if any of the media have picked up that this is the 'date rape drug' they like to talk about" doesnt look like they have LOL

lol well thank you kindly. i choose to take that as a compliment :D but yes is out of own self driven interest in conjunction with a very basic medical, biology and chemistry training. since the 3rd grade ive had brain troubles, bit of an odd ball, due to undiagnosed PTSD, years later i was diagnosed with PTSD as well as bipolar and BPD. i was told id spend most of my life in and out of mental health clinics and due for long term medication. i followed along for a while, picking up bits and pieces of info as i moved from one failed treatment to the next making the condition worse with their advice untill about 10 years ago. I discovered they had no idea what they were doing in reguards to my particular bio chemistry and the medication/treaments, so i took the treatment and research into my own hands. After years of resreach and some study i now have found Gp's and psychiatrists often follow my own advice as most decide i know more about my condition than they do and agree with my suggestions, they perscribe whatever is needed on my request as they know i research these things and avoid abuse/addiction/habituation at all costs. in the course of time that has past myself and others have seen remarkable improvements, and often forget about the past diagnosis as its barely present anymore. now it just takes a little maintainence and im 'normal' LOL. but my knowledge, tho it may appear endepth, it is still very limited atm, ive much more to research and study. but yes, LOL talk about dribble theres a short piece of my life story LMAO

thought so ;) thanks for the clarification, makes researching a bit easier. in reguards to extacy, even tho it doesnt provoke the symptoms/attacks, it would still be best to not take it. it certainly wont really be helping with the current condition/symptoms on a long term basis and could make potential long term repocussions more dangerous. does that sound like what you experienced? i hope not, its good to talk to people you were with to find out what your condition was during those black spots. you should really try meditation, through practice one can achieve higher states, spiritual experiences or even produce recreational bio chems. learn endepth meditation instead of the substance abuse. youll find that substances are nothing compared to the powers of the human mind once they are controlable. for example theres natural opioid, stimulants and hallucnigens that the brain can produce without additional substances, try meditation.

Its not a problem, i spend most of my time researching into the brain and its functions at various sites and such in order to know my mind and body better, im happy to as it does encourage me to extend my research. one day ill have mapped my brain and its various sensitivities. but anyway you have confused me with a self contradiction... yes to all of those so your saying yes that was the 1st time you experienced those symptoms? and yes they were present before? also have you started taking better care of yourself? heres hoping so.

mmm i cannot help but think it was that combination the wired your brain to how it currently is. NDMA antagonist & 5-HT2a agonist combo its quite a long read, so ill cut to the chase, it mainly states that it should be approached in a minimalistic method and not to excess. going overboard as it sounds you have, could most certainly have long term/potentially irreversible undesirable effects. high doses lead to neuro toxicity, which i theorise is whats happening to you in a snow ball effect through the constant drug abuse. if you ever experience a black spot in memory it can be an indication of minor brain damage, dosing anything the next night would risk further damage without giving the brain time to heal/re-wire itself. Also maoi's and NDMA antagonists are not a safe or good combination. taking a NDMA within days of an MAOI could have negative effects, the longer the use of the MAOI the more time it spend in the system. a clean up period of 7 - 48 days is recomended between doses, time variable on usage. it sounds as if you have truely over done it and near beyond repair. DID you allow clean periods between you dosing substances? or have i miss read most of your post? i think this is a prime example of "know you mind, know your body and know your drug". im begining to understand why most of the substances are illegal in the 1st place. i think this is a good lesson for anyone considering charging into abuse of substances wrecklessly without any background knowledge of the substances action let alone its interaction and contradictions with other substances. Coschi if i were you, id dextox my system totally, eat right, take vitamins and mineral suppliments if needed. seriously, before its too late. avoid everything and go with the gaba if anything. sounds like you have cooked more than one family of receptor sites, i cannot see any harm in using gaba in correct dosage as it has an effect in maintaining most of the other familys of receptor sites, all the GCPR's it appears.