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Boards of Canada, DJ Shadow, Faithless, Aphex Twin... ambientish stuff is best for me otherwise I end up stamping my feet, tapping beats and distracting myself. Almost ended up dancing listening to a Droidsect track whilst studying. How was Belle and Sebastian??? I would have loved to go but I went to Luke Vibert instead and couldn't afford two gigs.

Smoking menthol cigarettes makes you impotent - and smoking weed stem makes your balls shrink. Oh and acid puts holes in your brain. I swear, all happened to a FOAF of mine.

Maybe hanging with Sid and Demitri on the schedual 9 board??? Can't help you but good luck with your search .

I love the world cup even more since I drank 4 Coopers at Epping pub after TAFE yesterday and got a free soccer ball!!!

I get an EEG done usually about every 6 months to see how my AD\HD is progressing, and I can see for myself that I have excess brainwave activity in certain area's showing that I am easily distracted, get bored of things quickly and find it difficult to concentrate. I never used to believe in it before I got diagnosed because I was brought up strictly with a high school teacher for a mother - I thought it was children who were just off the rails and out of control, and then at the end of year 10 I was diagnosed at a proper developmental centre. It made me realise how I spent all of my highschool years up to then figuring out ways to get out of doing school work instead of doing it, as well as spending 1\4 of the time taking days of... and why my bookshelf consisted mostly of books that I got halfway through and never picked up again. It's fine if people still think it's bullshit - I don't care really... I do think the effects of ritalin feel really dirty though and d-amph is much better in that regard, but I don't plan to be taking it for the rest of my life.

Whilst updating stock I glanced upon a few items that are considered weeds in many states, with some of them schedualed. My question for the people running the other chapters is whether we should go through the stock and add warnings for plants which have the potential to get out of hand as to make sure people ordering and cultivating these seeds keep an eye on them whilst their plants are maturing and seeding. Examples of plants which may end up or are currently available and considered weeds are Solanum nigrum, Datura spp., Ipomoea spp., Papaver somniferum (which is a W1), Sida rhombifolia, Acacia saligna etc... Any thoughts???

Users have also twigged that they can manipulate the absorption rate of prescription amphetamines by mixing them with chemicals that alter their pH. The drugs can be addictive, and very high doses can raise blood pressure and cause dangerous heart problems. Alkalise your urinary tract first, you don't mix them together.

As a bittorrenter - I say werd up.

One word - Tribulus.

I have learnt from the past that I have some unconscious desire to self-destruct, not looking after myself and finding some sort of liberation. The consequences have been taxing on my health and stamina despite the fact that I have made my lifestyle a bit more healthy. Yet I am starting to learn what I need to do in order to get into and keep myself into a positive framework and happier way of life. The problem that I have encountered is that I know that I learn more about myself, and am generally more devoted to things when in these darker periods. Also I feel these periods come with increased introspection and generally leads to a better alternative, so perhaps it's part of the whole needing to get worse in order to get better - it happened with heavy weed smoking amongst many other things and led to me taking a break and controling my intake again. So the question, does happiness suit me??? Well it's what I desire and want to work towards, but it's a work in progress and I learn best from my mistakes.

Hahaha... Soooooooooo many people have said jokes like that, infact that is the first thing the person administering first aid said - "You're supposed to graft the wood, not your fingers!!!"

PM me if you wanna obtain some easy ethnos on the coast... I'm a little busy for the next couple of weeks but I'm sure we can work something out after that. I've given away all my Trich. pachanoi pups since last spring (maybe 5 or so) but I can take some Brugmanisa x candida cuttings, Sceletium cuttings, Calea cuttings (when it finishes flowering), Hemia cuttings, and maybe some other bits and pieces... Also for seeds you can grab some Datura, Nicotinia rustica, Morning Glory and whatnot... all are easy to grow and great to start off with.

As soon as he started tripping out I knew he had taken acid - there was a post on EBA a while back discussing the use of LSD for migraines due to the constricting effect of blood vessles in the brain. However I was quite dissapointed at the end when he explained that LSD stopped migraines because of serotonin interaction and that by taking an anti-depressant it immediately ended the hallucinogenic effects of LSD... I'd hate some House fan on acid having a bad trip taking an antidepressant thinking that it would end it, as there isn't much that can end a trip short of 10mg diazepam and a 10mg wafer of olazapine (zyprexa). ...speaking of asprin, I just took 2 neurofen plus (yeah I know it's ibuprofen not asprin but it's close) thinking that because my ulcer seems to have gone it couldn't hurt - since my fingers are in a lot of pain after changing wound dressings that had stuck badly to my fingers after a grafting accident at TAFE. Asprin and ibuprofen is nasty stuff, and judging my the beggining pains now , it's gonna be a bad afternoon in the stomach department. Migraines or not I am not gonna ever touch that stuff for a loooong time.

Hey people. A question I've been wondering for a while - I have a khat growing and the main stem just droops all over the place, whilst there are loads of suckers. I want this thing to end up a nice little shrub so my question is: Should I cut off the suckers to direct the energy to the main stem and stake the thing up for a while so it can learn to stand on it's own???

I have had glimpses of eternity before, but in opposite ways. I have always been in altered states (sometimes just from pure meditation) and the only way I can describe the differences that I have experiences is that I have had overwhelming sensations of both existance being eternal - really had to describe I guess, and feeling myself and energy within me being eternal. Also I have experienced them both at the same time... One particular experience of the latter which comes to mind is from when I was meditating on trying to find a single point in the universe which does not have size but does have position. As I fell deeper in, I felt this point in my torso, but deeper still and my torso did not exist. I felt the universe infinitely moving outwards from every single degree from this one point, and yet this point was within me. A revelation hit, but it was not from thought, it was more feeling I guess, and it made me realise that the universe revolves around me and my soul (try not to interpret this as egotistical) because the only way my soul can ever 'see' is from within myself. It was like the universe moved infinitely moving outwards without ever ending and engulfs every part of my being...yet also realising that the universe can only be experienced by me within a point that lies in my centre. I knew as long as there was existance (which is infinite and will go on for eternity) I would exist, and universe will exist to meas long as I exist (which is true for me) and I know I always will. This is one of the things that is exceptionally hard to describe I guess, but that's the best I can do . On a purely intellectual level a quote springs to mind of "...no vestige of a beginning - no prospect of an end" (James Hutton I think). It says it straight out, if we can no evidence of a beginning how can we say it will ever end???

Yeah, basically any orders recently sent to the central coast\newcastle seedring will be delayed for a few weeks or so. I'm not sure how long it will be, as there are private matters going on in my life and I have not been given a timeframe of when I shall be returning home. Sorry for the inconvienence everybody - especially because this is the second time I've had to do this. Love n light, Chris...

The windscreen crack is big enough already, it's just begging for a prissy north shore girl to make it's life complete!!!

Best wishes!!! Hope to god my letter reaches you safely and unsuspiciously before you leave!!! Shame we didn't get to catch up... Have fun and bring back a barrel of gutkha for me if you are somewhere that hasn't banned it. Lots of love, Chris...

Some of the richie rich pretencious ones can be RUN over quite easily with a bit of car-handling skill.

Good point... had some brush-ins with some wankers matching the following description and the funny thing is they were all anti americans to the extent that I started to like americans more. I got so fucking sick of them winging about GWB that it made me want to like him just to be against these wankers.

Screw kicking them in between - just cut the fucking things off.

Yeah??? Didn't notice because I hated the movie so much.

Tool and Bowie on in one night - such a good fantasy *drools* Yeah, this album took me a bit to first get used to it. As some people say Lateralus was dissapointing after Aenima, instead I thought that nothing could ever beat Lateralus and knew that the new album wasn't going to get up there as high. I think Tool realised this themselves so instead of trying to expand on the intricate and spiritual Lateralus sound that instead tried to go towards a new direction. Since my first initial shock (with a bit of horror) from listening to 10000 days start to finish, I knew I just needed to keep listening to it and it would grow on me. Within 48 hours I am now extremely impressed, though it feels like it's a song short of a whole album by them. It took a lot of effort to not let the x-files melody in the tracks Wings for Marie and 10000 Days ruin it for me. I think Right in Two is the song that does it for me the most.

Sega Mega Drives are awesome.

Never really had that problem but try digging out some soil at the base, get down close and have a good old sniff. You should be able to smell something funky.