FancyPants

Oh yes I love the s & p board. Though most of the time I feel too spazzed to properly articulate what I'm thinking. When I can't find the words I'm looking for, I won't compromise the meaning for another word that isn't right. So I'll just say nothing. So many intelligent and thoughtful people on here, but I'm not surprised. It's almost impossible to not think of grandiose ideas and theories when influenced of some substances which seem to be quite popular here.

And what about the thousands of overworked and fatigued nurses? Considering how a nurse just coming into her second straight shift was the main culprit in severely fucking me up in a hospital, it seems to me that only one aspect of the health care system is put into a spotlight at any one time. What total utter hypocritical bullshit. Telling us we can't smoke a little bit of pot to relax, and telling us we shouldn't drink so many energy drinks for a boost, yet in the same breath fixing the beaurecratic nightmare of the healthcare system with COFFEE. This isn't a fatigue issue, it's a theres-not-enough-docs-and-nurses issue. But they don't want to SAY that because the obvious answer is to recruit the skilled from overseas. Only that seems to be a problem with many Australians who like their docs and nurses white with perfect english. Well fuck me, I'd rather have an unintelligible fellow from Sri Lanka who's going to treat my problems right, as opposed to Dr Bazza doing the caffeine shuffle up and down my dead arse.

I've been reading up a lot on Vilca, and because my nasal passages are pretty fubar as it is, I've decided smoking is the go. One thing I've noticed when I UTFSE is that everyone says to remove the seed casing, yet somewhere else it was mentioned that the dark seed pods might be where people think n,n DMT is contained. Why do people remove the seed casing? Might it not also contain either Meo or nn, DMT? I popped two seeds, and crushed up the whole lot - casings and all - mixed with a pinch or so of bicarb, crushed it up in pestle and mortar again and sat about half a cone-worth on top of a dried iboga leaf in my water pipe and smoked with regular lighter. Very heavy body feeling, initially tight chest (which I guess from the fats being inhaled) and then laying back on my bed (after putting pipe away safely) and felt vaguely paralysed (rofl well more than normal) but when I wanted to move a limb I could quite easily. The OEV were hardly anything, but CEV were like being washed out to sea in waves of lines which reminded me of the oldskool screensavers. Like being trapped in translucent, flowing, elastic netting. I've had a medium dose dmt smoke and it's nothing visually compared to that of course, so I guess what I felt was the bufo. It wore off within 15minutes. I noticed people had mixed reactions with smoking, with Nabraxis saying the nausea was worse with smoking; I experienced no nausea. So with people's various experience with colubrina, what is the verdict on seed casing alkaloid content, and what difference has been noticed from bioassays from others far more experienced than I? I wrote my experience to help describe, not to just say blah blah I got ferked up go me

Interesting! I usually find it much easier to sleep on my left side and it's quite common for me to have vivid and even lucid dreams.

Are you a Furry, Hendry? Edit: "Furry" as defined by Encyclopedia Dramatica...

LOL I've had sex with two best friends (one of each gender) and obviously being flesh and blood have tickled the pink ivory. But would I have sex with a male version of myself? Eh I guess why not, so long as he didn't bore me with the shit I bore others with hehehe.

Ah I meant to them, is the pot used (abuse really, but for the sake of the argument) to help ease their symptoms, or is the substance abuse a symptom of the schizophrenia? Can't quite fathom how they could believe that it was the pot abuse that kicked it off and yet still want to keep it up on such a level. Addiction's a bitch Same question could apply to the tobacco use, though doesn't tobacco have mild MAOI properties? Hmm maybe that would more apply to clinical depression and not schizophrenia.

Symptom or self medication?

"Entheogenic Ethnobotany; nature's crack."

Paranoia? At least you'll be stared at for good reasons. One time a friend of mine had eaten some cardboard and spent about half an hour looking into my face and laughing his arse off. He tried to tell me that it wasn't because my face looks funny, just that it was morphing into funny shapes and the shadows on my face looked like marching black ants and other assorted hilarity. Still... makes you think...

^^^ I hope you like being the centre of attention when tripping with a group

Beautiful write-ups!

An internet forum without wonks and nongs? Be there doth such a place??? (sorry, I just spend time arguing on the Yahoo Boards and I don't recommend them so I have nothing positive to add...)

I had two nipple piercings, both removed. Monroe piercing, removed. Nostril piercing, fell out and closed over - the only one I WANTED left in I've wanted the Eye Of Horus tattoo since I was 15 or so but have never had it done, I know it's obvious but I've always loved Egyptology. No other tattoos. I've had plastic surgery, does that count?

Daniel Pinchbeck article in Rolling Stone magazine. http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/story...ychedelic_elite

I know Hunab said it on the first page, but it bears repeating: Baraka. Welcome to a rollercoaster of emotions. Never felt less like a human disease, and never felt such burning pride in humanity. I never wanted it to end.

Yeah unfortunately I found that out after I gave them honey on bread they didn't eat much of the bread anyway, just the honey. I've since been feeding them a bit of lorikeet powder stuff called Harmony Wild Bird (in a blue packet) on the verandah, sometimes sliced apples and sunflower seeds. That same pair always bring their new baby down when it's old enough. We never had birds as kids apart from chickens so I had no idea. Edit: Wattleking, I had to look those caterpillars up and apparently they're Theretra oldenlandiae found a website here: http://www-staff.it.uts.edu.au/~don/larvae/sphi/olden.html AFAIK the spine isn't poisonous, and they're fun to let crawl over you. They're lucky I don't have chickens.

If it sounds good to me, I'll listen to it. Crystal singing bowls, Frank Zappa, Melvins, Classical, nature sounds like Rainforest, Psytrance, Tool, Pink Floyd, Funkadelic, Miles Davis, Queens of the Stone Age, Vibration sounds (a new thing I've been listening to after T ST's thread on Schumann Vibrations), Fleetwood Mac, Blondie, Ween, Shpongle... There's not a whole lot of new music I'm really liking as I can't stand emo/fauxpunk/mostrap/countrywestern. Decoder Ring's pretty cool. My parents listened to a lot of Beatles, Queen, Creedence, Neil Young etc as they were young when they had me so I didn't really hear a lot of pre60s music as a child. Basically I'll listen to whatever I currently feel like listening to; age makes no difference.

Yep. I had to drive myself to Westmead hospital with horrible kidney stone pains late one friday or saturday night to get a shot of morphine because my oxy and codeine hadn't been enough. I was totally honest with them about the use of both. No point lying and them giving me an inappropriate dose. They let me drive myself home a few hours later because I'm only 15mins away.

I'm simplifying a bit, but I have to leave soon... I dont' understand how my RLS can be seemingly worsened when I'm smoking more ganja than usual. I've hardly had any over the last month or so and my RLS has lessened considerably. I thought it would be the other way around? Maybe I'm just missing something really really obvious

^^^ OMG 300mg? Can't believe people are injecting this shit into their veins without even using any form of filter. Jesus if you want a better bioavailability than just eating (which oxy's is quite high comparatively anyway) stick that shit - hurr - up your tailpipe and Robert's your mother's brother. When they say opiates/opioids have been a contributing factor, that could mean they've had oxy or whatever in their system but were also fool enough to eat too many benzos as well or another CNS depressant. Oxys are S8 right? I thought they couldn't be prescribed until a GP has called the pharmaceutical whatsamajiggy and confirmed there's only one script for that patient? Or maybe they need authorisation to prescribe S8 just the first time... I don't know.

^^^ WERD. Hard to find a good cafe that doesn't burn the beans but still gives a strong but not bitter flavour. Actually my favourite one is a chain (funnily enough) called Coffee Emporium. Also they don't give me foamy milk when I ask for a flat white like 99% other places do. I hate capuccino, I want the milk IN my bloody coffee, not sitting on top. Yerba Mate? Even though I love it occassionally, coffee tastes much better.

With the solar hot water systems, both the state and federal governments give back a portion each so a $4000 system means you get $? from state and $? fed. I forget how much. I got the system but stupid me didn't get the forms filled out and sent in on time. Stupid, stupid me. the final cost only comes to just under a grand if you get all the rebates back. So maybe the govt doesn't give you that portion of system if you also have the insulation.

Huh? Wha? I'd like to know what you've been smoking. Edit: Sorry dude, makes sense now