Bush Turkey

happy birthday madam, you old duck you

Thanks blowng! I will look into it

nice subs

Thanks all your input is really helpful. I tried some meditation last night. I just sat there listening to shaman icaros. I don't really know what I'm doing. I find it very hard to shut off my mind. Ive been watching some videos on meditation and it is helping me learn. Though my irregular heart beat distracts me a lot. Everytime i breathe in deep, there is a big space between beats followed by a big one which i can feel throughout my body. It sets off a panic attack I exercise every day. Be it slacklining, skating or jogging Ive been having some green smoothies and turmeric golden tea. About half an hour after i drink a green smoothie, i feel really good!!! It lasts for about 2 hours. Its almost euphoric. This has convinced me i need to change my diet but i just don't know where to start. I would like to drink more water but the idea of drinking recycled sewage is off putting. I really don't know how to have a balanced, healthy diet. Is there a diet guide anyone can recommend? I really need to stop drinking so much choc milk (2 litres a day). Is there any healthier versions? Like almond choc milk? With my erb intake. I really have to stay completely away from it. Im a all or nothing person when it comes to the erb. I don't enjoy erb when my tolerance is low. I have to built my tolerance to enjoy it. This means being high all the time. I think its best i stay away from it all together for the time being So yeah. They main thing i need help with is my diet Thanks again all! You really are a bunch of lovely people

Sadly, Mike passed away 2 years ago. Only found this out today. I know a few members were trying to get ahold of him

so meditation is just another word for relaxing?

meditation just seems, well, silly to me. Maybe i need to change my attitude? All this talk of energies and the likes just makes me cringe. I doubt i will ever change my attitude towards it but am willing to try anything

Funny you should say that. My old lady went to a psychic recently (i dismiss psychic's as a bunch of boloney though) and the first thing the psychic said to her was "your son is destine to be a powerful healer. He is destine for something big" without knowing she had a son.

Ive had the same problem with a few GP's though

Yeah i tried telling the GP this. She pretty much laughed at me

Thanks all for the kind words and help I can't meditate. I can't sit still at all, ever. Ive been on Zoloft for years and it seemed to help me get a grip on things. I have been alcohol free for 7 years now so drinking is not my problem. I do suffer from bad insomnia. I am just a naturally hyper active person. I can't sit still. I can't watch movies without the erb. I feel like I'm wasting my life when i sit still for that long. I don't drink much water at all. I live off milk lol. I find it hard to find people who can keep up with my active lifestyle. Im in my late 20's Ive been a heavy erb user for 10+ years (4g a day) and i think this has a lot to do with it

Thanks peeps! Ive had a bit of a health scare recently where i thought my heart was stopping. It turns out i have a very odd heart beat. It sounds like a bloody drum solo. This triggered my anxiety and things just started spiralling from there. Ive had soooo many tests recently. Multiple bloods, CT, holter monitor, Echosounds, ultrasounds and they can't figure out what is wrong with me. I think this has played a part in while i feel like this. This scare convinced me to go sober. Some of my symptoms point to Lyme disease. Only time will tell i suppose. Im not a fan of psychs. They seem to increase my anxiety/deppresion

Im also on 100mg of Zoloft daily

I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety/panic disorder and OCD but its never been like this

machine elf. nothing you said was out of line :-) It was just one member who decieded to attack me. I couldnt stand his bullying anymore. I put myself in the firing line because it needed to be done. back to topic. Does anyone know if this woman has been charged yet?

i have a heap of roses that i have to pull out at work. You are more then welcome to them.

There are nurseries SOR that sell them too. Keep ya eyes peeled

you can't be serious? Can you? You must be trolling. People need to see how disgusting some people are. I don't like profile pics of people skulling alcohol and supporting bogan behaviour or obscene phrases in peoples signatures but you are more then welcome to because its your choice. Don't try to censor people

or the genre hard NRG

yeah but he's a bit of a dictator though

Also there is a couple of Perth cactus and succulent groups on FB. Some cheap and free cacti on them

Bump. Anyone acquired this yet???

can ya invite me to them?

The whole thing will fall off soon as it grows too slow for the stock. They won't grow on their own either because it needs a stock with chlorophyll. To save that piece, it will need to be grafted.

Gymnocalycium mihanovichii A mutant form