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  1. Posted · Edited by immanuel

    How does my shining show up if I can't breathe air
    Which tendency is making the limelight careen further away
    Motions don't simply explain my passing
    I'm truly a centre for this movement and I care not
     
    Holding my school of thought it has a way of being shown out
    Musicals would steal from my train of thought and I know it is there
    When does the simplicity exit out of my life and meet the maker
    Colours don't shine so worthwhile unless I tear up
     
    Rollercoaster rides are made of joy which is why I send hope
    Imaginary friends aren't so timely without my fear at rest
    Wouldn't I be true if I sat down once in a while
    I'm making this up as I go along
     
    The solace has been comforting but it didn't feel right
    Whole shapes that bind to the ethnicity that I created
    Wisdom isn't such a freelance without my keep
    Why not feel glum if I'm sinking this ship completely
     
    Rising waters are felt and known
    Imitation has a way of beginning again but I can't feel it here
    Why am I understated into the abyss that gives back
    How exciting that I can write words with no meaning
     
    Which earnest has played it's role in something that won't die
    How cruel is this world when I don't seem to be understanding
    I'm a wretched insuler world that hasn't been told how
    Crescendo won't you care for me won't you feel my heart
     
    I'm resting here and I need more to see this through
    My only answers come from a notion that entertains this sentence
    One more time I call to you if you have a change of gears
    Remember that we watch and don't give up
     
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    I recall a lonely man who didn't understand his meaning
    His schizophrenic state isn't at all noteworthy
    He runs on empty fumes and has tied a knot
    Now can we keep moving
     
    How does life begin?
    Where does it end?
    If the crease has a bow tie wouldn't it be so furious towards grace
    I'm easily amused but I don't want to lie down anymore
     
    Holy will please carry me further
    Holy hell wouldn't you create justice
    Insider knowledge is being crept up upon and I feel it here
    Worrying though
     
    Caught a glance and maybe it was true
    If there's a wrench I would need
    Sydney now has a flag
    Which bite mark is looking back at me now
     
    I have ears to hear and I write truth
    My constant entirety is reaching out to you
    Why is my heart so glum
    I'm a rain maker but I can't sit down
     
    Exacerbation knows no name
    I'm rotten to this stench and I know why
    Exactly what I thought may occur
    Run faster now
     
    We share certain patterns that align with a start
    I'm incerenating a massive curvature as we speak
    Loneliness is quite bleak at times
    But I care
     
    How could a simple letter become fraught
    How is my lettering going to become
    These ideas are simply that
    Now I'm going to scream
     
    Hacker are you listening
    I'm writing down your name
    It says you are going places
    And I know you fear me
     
    When did I remember your guilt
    When do I exit your stage
    Move over before I rage
    It's a competition I am fighting for
     
    While I'm at it
    Why not call upon the flaw
    It says you hear me
    I say movements will placate
     
    Here's a journey you can begin on
    Where is my hearth
    I'm lonely too
    Please

  2. Posted

    How does my shining show up if I can't breathe air
    Which tendency is making the limelight careen further away
    Motions don't simply explain my passing
    I'm truly a centre for this movement and I care not
     
    Holding my school of thought it has a way of being shown out
    Musicals would steal from my train of thought and I know it is there
    When does the simplicity exit out of my life and meet the maker
    Colours don't shine so worthwhile unless I tear up
     
    Roller coaster rides are made of joy which is why I send hope
    Imaginary friends aren't so timely without my fear at rest
    Wouldn't I be true if I sat down once in a while
    I'm making this up as I go along
     
    The solace has been comforting but it didn't feel right
    Whole shapes that bind to the ethnicity that I created
    Wisdom isn't such a freelance without my keep
    Why not feel glum if I'm sinking this ship completely
     
    Rising waters are felt and known
    Imitation has a way of beginning again but I can't feel it here
    Why am I understated into the abyss that gives back
    How exciting that I can write words with no meaning
     
    Which earnest has played it's role in something that won't die
    How cruel is this world when I don't seem to be understanding
    I'm a wretched insular world that hasn't been told how
    Crescendo won't you care for me won't you feel my heart
     
    I'm resting here and I need more to see this through
    My only answers come from a notion that entertains this sentence
    One more time I call to you if you have a change of gears
    Remember that we watch and don't give up

  3. Posted

    Tied away like hemlocks on boulevard street

    EZ rocking chair to the swing

    Bed times and nana naps are all I’m about

    Surprise I guess the jury is out!

     

    Wanna be poser looking for a film

    Topsy turvy like gin on a western end

    I dunno but I like the sound

    Keeping things checked up on never end

     

    Do ya or do you do for two?

    Manu back up ended from the slow

    I like the particles of dust that emanate from the all

    Just gentle beings who like making dust

     

    Lol I just made it over

    Tying shoes like a dog rolled over

    Semi trailer packin a load

    Frog toad venom words from the abode

     

    Sifting for gold was never easier

    Did you hear about the Wall Street bender on a fifth

    I love a good movie

    But ya’ll drinking piss, yeah

     

    Chimney racket from the dark path, one more time

    Hollering back like an empty shot gun round

    Like it or leave it the words hack your soul

    Mean or green, which is it, or your pay roll

     

    Peruvian spirits wandering the abyss

    Winning or losing

    Checkered sweat has always left a mark but

    I’m running on empty

     

    Lilith’s son

    Easier than a cakewalk

    These are sacred things

    Keep yapping’

     

    Crescent moon and the lines of a sigil

    Hiding away like frigid tufts

    With a twine

    and a back stab maybe

     

    Shamanism is way cooler than you

    But I like the old jerry can

    Burning out funnel webs with my swine

    Sliding like everlast and a woot

     

    Keep rolling says the haymaker

    But ya'll know the pitch

    So why waste time

    Eat it up dogs

     

    Poems for they wayward meme

    I'm loving it

    Do you care to coalesce

    Illuminati scum

     

    I'm writing to the global elite

    Bow down before your maker

    Eat short straws and create and cater

    Moving out West once again

     

    Shovel to the draw and pack it real large

    Who's going to notice two dead and one at large

    Coming for you like a man eaten rat

    Chow down on your back mother eaten slam

     

    Violin choruses for the best dressed supper

    Keeping it easy with something in the way

    Keep it legless or move it tight, I don't mind

    But the werewolves are here

     

    One more time

    Gotta go gotta go

    I love a good chorus line

    One last one for ya

    Chow

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    “…we foresee the end of all humankind’s history of apparent separation from spirit and source. As more and more people all over the world are experiencing new levels of awareness of themselves, they are discovering hidden potentials, feelings of vastness, and experiencing other realities. It is as if a marriage –between heaven and earth –spirit and matter –is in the process of giving birth to something new and wonderful. … Within the cells of matter are found the elements of creation and of unlimited potential –the known and the unknowable.” (from first draft, circa 1993)

    https://missionignition.net/pfcn/Bulletins/Energizing the Power Body.pdf

     

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    Thought I'd share some of my favourite ways to meditate!

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  6. Posted

    Here’s a song I wrote on a throwaway account that I thought was kinda cool

     

     

     

    Wisdom salutes those victorious in the ways of old for all time and being

    Insisting I change could be succumb to emotional states passing by
    Returning from zero point ok but not friendly

    The be all and end all is lying on my front porch dazed and confused

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  9. Posted

    I remember peace as every part of who I am

    I find memories over by the wayside computer

    There’s nothing better than expression of perfection

    I pray it never leave my heart

     

    My twisted tongue sounding out Peruvian’s word

    Parables of wasted abyss and devotions to coffee

    Laughter so familiar these moreish tones

    Could lore find shelter in a makeshift accord 

     

    Truth, beauty, love and joy calling from afar

    Origination that lies across oceans within hidden dreams

    Coalesce upon the lost and found in greater vibrations

    Wisdom all but lost in this spiritual suffocation

     

    Freewill departed long ago remaining only limitation

    Healing is forgiveness to inherent defiance of the infinite

    Authority through absolution is the way forward

    First is foremost in the original blueprint of mankind

     

    I support transitions of spiritual requirements that are unfolding

    Exactly when couldn’t see any further but central navigations keep working 

    Hovering over me I find consequence and betrothed all together like fiscal truths

    Sideways glance to look upon a treasure trove and celebrate the end of all things

     

    Closing in like clockwork the natural state of a company marching forward

    Nobody knows like a nobody fitting into his own shoes to see things forward

    The supra mental foresee a change in the state of consecrated minds and gestures

    Take a leaf from the old book and see a contribution take shape and form

  10. Posted · Edited by immanuel

    Trust, caring and service the guidelines to new creation

    I can see bees and birds coming together like a hive mind

    I’m sorry and more sorry for crossing those lines

    Most of all I wish upon a star for the greatest and best for all involved

     

    I’d make shovelling the dirt so much easier if I could

    A chrysalis is like metamorphosis on a grand scale

    Learning can be seen through the eyes of the many

    As time ticks around saving grace is coming

     

    An honest achievement and you couldn’t ask for more

    Legless around noon would level the score

    Surprised not really I bit my tongue

    For when it’s all said and done

     

    Practice makes perfect so I’m practicing perfection

    Sitting in traffic making sense making ground

    I’d give it more to see it golden and bronze

    I could know anything and it’s just around the corner

     

    Sombre patterns like psychedelic kaleidoscopes instigating sound

    Pick up sticks and make it in the nature

    Over and out sound off my friends

    Cya later

  11. Posted · Edited by immanuel

    So there I was sitting under the apple tree
    A single line of constants and unconditional love
    Three times did a tiger roar
    And on the fourth I heard a dragon sing

     

    Sing me praises she said, so I did

    More was less and it was exciting
    Confusing at times but simple, you know?
    Keeping yourself together

     

    Sick dog or maybe not
    True love was worth a shot
    I'm moving mountains for the best sellers
    And keeping it all to myself

     

    Could sadhu exist completely untamed on a winter's day

    So you reckon regular customers have their own heir to the throne
    I reckon I could play a few simple tunes
    But longing is different to being and simplicity is only perfect

     

    Kick the bucket my friend, I'll keep going!

    Piss to the wind and give back to an island of light
    Eleven pence me thinks, with pretty flavours and a tie in the knot
    Kiss it goodbye

     

    One last thing, I'm easy
    Total absolution is like pie in the sky
    Misery is commandeered by the weary
    Total silence comes when wind blows

     

    It was an ideology for burning bridges and crossing the river

    It came and went, so forwards moved forward

    Ideology this, Ideology that

    Brown snakes in a paper bag

     

    Confused yet? Same. Pray for star trek enterprise

    Move forward into light and love

    Find hope in a darkest hour

    And all will be well from up above

     

    Checked out at the checkout making mistakes

    Graced out on Hawaii building lakes

    Sorry for this my watch just broke

    And completely insane

     

    Jesuit

     

    True love, it's a great feeling

    An abyss was great too after you threw it away

    Before or after a quizzical look

    Sentences that could go on forever

     

    Soldier on mighty fiends

    Credit card history check

    Fuck you and your little dog too 

    Minds are built for mansions

     

    I'm composing something special here

    But it might be a little sideways over on the left there

    Glasses on and it'll come down hard

    So here we are

     

    I like pikachu but what's that about

    Pokemon cards are like Peruvian gods

    Stickers for the divine and confetti particles

    Something's not right but nevermind

     

    Creator.

     

    Sequential dots lined up stars in a cosmos of offical unity

    Fire filled the bellies of the hungry and dust turned to dust

    Escape not so rewind eternity

    The pursuit of happiness is a lingering scent under your nose

     

    Thank reasons alive and fish in the pond

    I wrote truth upon the walls of the innocent

    A leg up could get you only so far, all aboard the chosen train

    Forget happiness I’m in love

     

    Six o’clock was timely enough even though

    My scorpion can beat yours in a duel

    Size me up I’ll cut it clean like Beirut

    Dogs

     

    Drinking wine because the lacing is sweet

    Setting up shop in your basement and getting on going on

    Mine’s a chipmunk, what’s yours

    Sixty dollars

     

    Sunrise upon these glorious isles forget Vegas

    Kicking the feet up on heavenly bliss track lines and farts

    Snooze AM is perfect for actual centipedes but never so called doggies

    A woman is simple just because

     

    A wasted abyss speaks to people of every single creed

    Even the little ones

    Could pikachu jump the rope or masonary include simple tunes

    Never forget simple tunes

     

    Little Brother

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    For the longest journey I’ve known a calling

    Home is a fragment of truth that guides from beyond

    It’s been like living black and white for all I’ve known in life

    I find true home in where my soul fastens to yours

     

    These flames are first breaths of Real in the illusory

    My deepest yearning is truth yet found surely in each other

    Our wholeness is truth but truth could never fulfil our spirit

    So worship above all else this bond perfection everlasting 

     

    A lost memory of separation fits recognition of hereafter

    Praying to my very origination calling myself all parts

    This psychedelic mirror a spark of between

    I love you

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    There was an opening as I found my knowing in the other half of me

    I spent time writing on focused intent and shared the truth of spiritual law and love

    It was a perfection of protection that I understood as my completion

    As trust returned anger subsided and I agreed to see things clear

     

    My faith was placed in front of me yet it was broken by tests

    There was not one but two others and my own mind it finished last 

    Serenity could restore beauty and trust but would it remain into tomorrow

    My heart broken a few rare times and seeing true I could carry on

     

    I could tell so many times that there’s nothing like coming home

    True love and truly known then forgotten myself and thrown to the wind

    What’s it worth to you I may ask if the wind blows these saddened tunes

    This time I remember something never felt and more than anything before

     

    I use my mind to imagine I’m so small as only a cell in two infinite beings in love and intertwined

    I visit the very heart of god then even larger and ask our humans aligned to our true hearts also

    Nothing better I pray than love bliss and joy expanding beyond all existence of its very self

    This feeling it may come or go but I feel home and want truly nothing more than that

     

    Consuming with everything that I am and expanding beyond more than anything that I am

    Separation it hurts when finding union is a spark that frees us wholly totally and completely

    Beauty could burn a lifetime as connecting the essence of higher levels was a soul split in two

    A bond for siblings of magic and spirit running deeper than blood a mirror of hearts aligned

     

    Not if but when 

    We savour now our calling to source 

    This bliss and this knowing 

    Our wholeness is only growing into seeds

    And the blossoming into trees 

    Is our reaching to greater spheres

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  17. Posted

    There might not be any scientific sort of proof for telepathy but I'm sure that I've communicated with other aspects of my own self such as my higher self or the more expanded state of my consciousness in a higher dimensions. It can take time and persistence but I feel that with regular focused intention our higher awareness can and does respond in ways that can be extraordinarily significant. I'm coming back baby!

  18. Posted · Edited by immanuel

    A second poem for the first women because I’m in love with you

    The meaning to that is it will always remain like equal parts of the first man

    I mean what I say and I see what I feel so I’m knowing that truth in my rite

    Giving can be receiving like loving can be sharing as happiness is more than worthwhile 

     

    Hey sister we’re going home like eternal snowballs that stay alive

    The longest journey praying true life’s journey to the council of councils in counselling

    It may be slang but it comes from the heart as there’s no place like home in the jungle

    Then it may be our choice to choose what’s right and depart this world in a calling

     

    I’ve made my wishes to the stars and the moon to infinity and all the way back

    My prayers even more than that and to love just as much and I swear that you’re right

    A true miracle is finding hope in a darkest hour whilst love is the saviour of abyss

    The Creator of All through believing the deepest scars and burns could heal in light

     

    I spent winter in darkness and your sunrise was bliss each time I awakened

    Trust is such a completion I received and I asked for and now we will ask for more 

    I could say it all my life those words would never grow old and neither would we

    It’s crazy to truly have the best and feel its rightful place in your arms

     

    Divinity is few and far between for a men who might love a woman

    Sin is wrong reasoning against the archetype and denial of Christ

    Here by the fall we gain power by control and hurt and steal free will

    Our soul is beauty joy and love it was taken and will never be the same again

  19. Posted · Edited by immanuel

    Hope is where the heart is

    The difference of night and day

    Hope is the beginning

    A particle made from dust

    Created by gentle beings

     

    A Peruvian love story

    Our last hope 

    Lost hope

    To find an only way

    To restore the great divide

     

    The true creation

    With everything I am

    More than anything I am

    And forevermore

    Cause it was all worthwhile

     

    I feel you

    No release from pain

    I love you

    Think of what we’ll gain

    I miss you

     

    Lastly

    We hung upon a cross

    But did not cross over

    To be reborn

    Into truth and love

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    I’m not particularly up to date on the laws myself but I know there is a company called Indivita that I believe is based in Sydney and is a reasonable price for what is available in Australia.

     

    https://indivitahemp.com/

     

    There’s a Facebook group called CBD Reviews Australia where the oil has been tested and compared to what else is available on the market.

  21. Posted · Edited by manuel

    1800-true-light

    You should call it anytime

    If at first you don’t succeed

    Then I’ve dialled it in this rhyme

     

    To express a higher oneness

    I do perceive it with my mind

    And the boundaries of insanity

    I’ve lost so many times

     

    The struggle it is a paradox

    As this realm is only limited

    I may be a spiritual being

    Yet my experience is human

     

    An anti-creation force

    A soul less capture

    This truth was for learning

    As well as a golden rapture

     

    Long live the queen

    God bless her heart

    And all its missing pieces

    And her only man

     

    http://www.missionignition.net/pfcn/

  24. Posted · Edited by manuel

     

     

    Well I did a bit of reading into this and came across a few sources that could be considered dietary.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    A few purely natural sources here:

     

     

     

    https://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/73458-natural-5-ht1a-agonistsantagonists-pssdand-cognitive-function/

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Berberine

     

     

     

     The anxiolytic mechanism of BER might be related to the increase in turnover rates of monoamines in the brain stem and decreased serotonergic system activity. Moreover, BER decreased serotonergic system activity via activation of somatodendritic 5-HT1A autoreceptors and inhibition of postsynaptic 5-HT1A and 5-HT2 receptors.

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15350820

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Creatine

     

     

     

    These results indicate that the antidepressant-like effect of creatine is likely mediated by an interaction with 5-HT1A receptors.

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23352985

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     Ginger

     

     

     

     In this study, bioactivity-guided fractionation of a ginger extract identified nine compounds that interact with the human serotonin 5-HT(1A) receptor with significant to moderate binding affinities

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20363635

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Sodium butyrate

     

     

     

    In conclusion, NaB may exert antidepressant-like effects in combination with EB in ovariectomized female rats through 5-HT1A receptor, via altering the expression of 5-HT1A in the hypothalamus.

     

     

     

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S016643280800497X

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Also Myo-inositol may act like SSRIs in the brain:

     

     

     

    Several studies have proposed a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor-like role for myo-inositol, likely due to the fact that myo-inositol is the second messenger of serotonin

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/22031267

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Omega 3 fatty acids

     

     

     

    We propose mechanisms by which EPA increases serotonin release from presynaptic neurons by reducing E2 series prostaglandins and DHA influences serotonin receptor action by increasing cell membrane fluidity in postsynaptic neurons.

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/?term=Vitamin+D+Vitamin+D+and+the+omega-3+fatty+acids+control+serotonin+synthesis+and+action%2C+part+2%3A+relevance+for+ADHD%2C+bipolar+disorder%2C+schizophrenia%2C+and+impulsive+behavior

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Exercise

     

     

     

    Several lines of research suggest that exercise increases brain serotonin function in the human brain. Post and colleagues56 measured biogenic amine metabolites in cerebrospinal fluid (CSF) of patients with depression before and after they increased their physical activity to simulate mania. Physical activity increased 5-HIAA, but it is not clear that this was due to increased serotonin turnover or to mixing of CSF from higher regions, which contain higher levels of 5-HIAA, with lumbar CSF (or to a combination of both mechanisms). Nonetheless, this finding stimulated many animal studies on the effects of exercise. For example, Chaouloff and colleagues57 showed that exercise increased tryptophan and 5-HIAA in rat ventricles. More recent studies using intracerebral dialysis have shown that exercise increases extracellular serotonin and 5-HIAA in various brain areas, including the hippocampus and cortex (for example, see58–60). Two different mechanisms may be involved in this effect. As reviewed by Jacobs and Fornal,61 motor activity increases the firing rates of serotonin neurons, and this results in increased release and synthesis of serotonin.62 In addition, there is an increase in the brain of the serotonin precursor tryptophan that persists after exercise.

     

     

     

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2077351/#!po=28.2609

     

     

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  25. Posted · Edited by manuel

    I have heard from a number of people that CBD oil did/does get through customs, but that may have changed since I last heard about it. I just did a quick google and I found an article updated June 2018, saying the companies that were getting through have stopped shipping.

     

    I know of people that have been using CBD oil for many months and years now. I happened to find some being sold within Australia on eBay, but I have a friend who regularly orders it in the mail, and even saw it advertised on TV.

    I can try to ask him exactly where he orders from.

     

    “So far no Australians have been prosecuted for purchasing CBD Hemp Oil or importing it from overseas.”

     

    “Eternal Plants ship CBD Oil directly to Australia from Japan, we offer free delivery which takes about 5-7 working days. All our CBD Oil is whole plant extract, organically produced, GMP Certified and lab tested.”

     

    “Endoca will soon stop shipping to Australia from Europe.  Although their shipping costs are a bit high and it can take up to two weeks for delivery. They offer a high quality CBD Oil but their prices are a bit more expensive for most people to afford.

    Elixinol used to be a popular brand in Australia but due to the recent legal changes Elixinol suspended all their activities until they get the required licences and are currently seeking partnerships with doctors to continue selling their oil.

    Charlotte’s Web have now stopped shipping to Australia from the USA,

    We recommend that you to stick with reputable companies who test their products properly for efficacy and safety.”

     

    https://eternalplants.com.au/is-cbd-oil-legal-australia/

     

     

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