infinite_monkey

there was also an excelent show on in the middle of the day about a month ago i believe it was a david suzuki documentry. by memory it was about things like ESP, telepathy etc than it went on to what physics knows of reality and how it is more than possible according to physics for such abilities to be real. it was very interesting

meet you on the other side

i may have asked about this before but i have rediscoved my interest in these after a lecture on them and similar things in my neuroscience class, so here they are Chondrodendron tomentosum Strychnos toxifera so if any body has any or knows were some are hanging out let me know i will be most appreciative

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been looking now for some new music and i am sure that some people here would be able to suggest some good stuff to listen to, at the moment wanting to find some good trance and/or drum&base some nice dark and atmospheric trance would be real good but still want it to have alot of drive behind it, suppose while i am at it any good ambient. its hard to filter through all the "crap" to find the good stuff cause there is soooo much so any suggestions of peoples favorites [ 08. October 2003, 16:12: Message edited by: infinite_monkey ]

there is a plant just down the road from me that that is quite large the only difference in appearance from the pictures that were last posted is that it has pink flowers [ 16. October 2003, 14:05: Message edited by: infinite_monkey ]

that would be brillant if you could, finding anything of the strychnos variety is hard, it appears the general public doesnt like poisonous stuff just cottage garden plants

i had an experience about this time last year where i thought/knew i had gone too far and was going to die. breathing was EXTREMELY difficult i could barely move, and i could only feel a very faint heart beat and could feel an even less pulse i was really really scared (i was alone for this experience, no one to help me and i knew i was going to die and there was nothing i could do) I remember losing consciousness then something would snap me out briefly then i would feel myself slip under again. I tried to stay conscious but it took way too much out of me, I tried to fight this "Imminent death" and it was just was too hard. Something inside said dying is ok, dont worry just relax, there is NOTHING to be scared of, why fight it........embrace it LET GO and i did (this would have to be the hardest and scariest decision i have ever made) the feeling of release and freedom, was greater than words could explain, i just sort of drifted off into my self then for same strange reason something "other" than my self ripped me back and said not now, i regained consciouness, and the foreboding feeling had lifted, now i just felt like shit, i went too sleep and woke a little over a day later. So the moral of the story, i believe and i truly believe this that if i didnt let go i would have died, i have thought lots about it and often question whether or not i really was that close to death or it was just a bad trip, but either way it was the letting go that pulled me through. This was one HELL (literarily) of a learning experience i dont think i have learned soooooo much about myself in such a short space of time. still not sure if i should have posted this reading it back now it kinda sounds all a little silly, but hey.

does anybody know where one may obtain either a plant of Tribulus Terrestis or seeds, seems to be well hidden by health supplement peoples. I also discoverd this one on my searches (eurycoma longifolia)that seems more effective and so if its out there let me know. [ 10. October 2003, 13:12: Message edited by: infinite_monkey ]

Im interested in collecting orchids (especially intersting ones, also ethnobotanical and interesting evolutionary steps like mimics in appearance of insects and/or pheromones and of course those that show off) I have a small collection that is slowly growing, so i would be more than happy to trade what i have when i can. will email soon once i figure out what i have

i really have no idea but i cant see why it wouldnt still be good :confused:

after some phalaris seeds and some tabacco if its around, can trade for and/or do a little dance

did anybody happen to tape this program...? I unfortunatly missed it, my flat mate and his girlfriend decided they wanted to watch something else

have some sida seeds for anybody interested, just found many plants so there is plenty

i am doing a neuroscience class at the moment that is touching on areas such as this and there is still plenty of other evidence suggesting MDMA causes quite significant damage to the brain and it neural structures (namely the serotonin axons) burns em up.... no more, this is permanant

hmm not sooo good, brugs much prefer being in the ground so i would recomend trying to find ways of killing bugs and not pets so it can stay where it is, but if you have to move it be carefull and try not to disturb the roots tooo much it should survive they just like to have a shit at you if they get moved

excelent most well done, I must say i am also jealous

thanks ill have a look,

have some seeds of this floating around so if there are some people out there who may want some let me know (i dont have heaps but enough to share)

Strychnos nux vomica is the one i think you may be talking about, have tried to find it, i know its out there but no luck as yet. It was at this native nursery once but they stopped propagating it cause people didt want it and thats were the trail ended. Thats the strychnine plant i want most

would be interested in some baccy seeds, if you would prefer a trade let me know what your after and ill see if i have it

i have recently acquired some seeds from a suaveolens so there is some around for anybody who might want some.

sounds like a plan, they are only white, ill try and take a cutting my plants are fairly small so ill see how i go but your more than welcome to seeds, what did you have in mind ?

well my girlfriends rat escaped and was lose in my room while i was away with a large quantity of seeds at his disposal, well i retuned to find that almost all had been eaten. I am not sure how he got through them all, surely if he just limited himself to the datura and brugmansia seeds there was enough for him to party for weeks but he ate everything, well he didnt eat the Abrus precatorius seeds. He has now made himself a mound in the middle of his cage and he sits perched on top (looks like he is on lookout duty) on the bright side he is friendlier now [ 16. July 2003, 11:47: Message edited by: infinite_monkey ]

stramonium tatula metel wrightii inoxia ummm thats all i have "i think"