2 Year old, 6ft potted Mimosa Hostilis for exchange

[D2430]

Hi.

Not sure if this will get me flamed but I am hoping my appeal reaches someone.

I have in my possession 2 x 2 year old Mimosa Hostilis which are still saplings, 6ft tall and potted, but ready to go to ground. I am hoping to trade 1 of these (and I have some Trichocereus bridgesii also) with anyone that can help me with guidance on pursuing some enlightenment in Australia after my latest effort to get to SA fell short with another family member pending.

I have spent the past 4 years desperately researching the best ways I can use natural resources to finally rid myself of anxiety and depression. To the point I have been growing my own sources so to speak.

I have researched, respected and given back to mother nature at all times.

I am not asking for any information to be shared on the forum, happy to take it offline.

Brisbane based.

Thanks & Regards

[glimpse]

welcome to sab

I hope you find an answer to your issues, anxiety and depression are/is horrible

congratulations on the pending family member, That was the most awesome thing that has ever happened to me..completely changed my life for the better.

you have probably heard it already but good diet and exercise can make such a positive difference to your day to day feelings

sorry i cant really help more

edit: as for using natural resources to cure anxiety/depression

you could come up to the sunny coast for a surf

Edited May 17, 2015 by glimpse

[☽Ţ ҉ĥϋηϠ₡яღ☯ॐ€ðяئॐ♡Pϟiℓℴϟℴ]

welcome aboard mate

wishing you all you seek from here in uk too

[briliant_botanist]

try a little St Johns wort tea (in Moderation only)!

might help with depression / anxiety .....but reliance on any product or chemical other than those produced by our own bodies is a dangerous route to follow for any length of time for any reason!

Wishing you much health and Happiness!!

[mrp11]

Hi mate

As someone who has suffered from severe depression in my 20s the only thing that got me past it was psychotherapy,both conditions often stem from childhood/dysfunctional families,if you want a permanent cure you have to dig into the root of the problem,

I dont know how severe your condition is but ,you can only permanently heal them through self knowledge/awareness which is greatly helped through therapy ,it took me 6yrs to break through to a state where i was no longer controlled by my moods ,i never get depressed anymore but i do have generalised anxiety mostly at a low to medium level

I strongly suggest you get a referal to a therapist first if you dont have see one currently,you can get 10 free sessions a year through a referral from your GP.

Diet/exercise help if you can motivate yourself to do them can be helpful as others have mentioned,i also highly recommend you learn meditation it is extremely powerful against anxiety,you will be amazed how good it is for you

I believe the plants can greatly speed up the process,as they allow you to get past your mental defenses something that can really slow/block your healing for years

I also found this site helpful and ,interesting http://www.guidetopsychology.com/ucs.htm.

All the best mate

Edited May 17, 2015 by mrp11

[D2430]

Thanks to everyone that has already replied.

Nail to head comments : Very much from early childhood, emotionally absent mother etc. Nothing close to the disgusting abuse that appears to be perpetrated regularly but somehow just enough to leave an indelible finger print on my consciousness that does a nice job of screwing up my development of platonic and romantic relationships for any longer than a nominal amount of time.

I work out twice a day, some would say too much. I think this is A; for endorphin's B: A form of self flagellation.

I have tried all and sundry potions and lotions, pharma and well, not so pharma.... Hence being at a bit of a loss The plant medicine whilst not an answer is something I feel destined to pursue. As mentioned, not halfheartedly, I have researched for years without going anywhere near. I work in and around Acacia and have had the means to do this myself if I really wanted too, but not something I want to do without guidance.

My health is fine, I certainly am not in a 'bad' place in life but I can see the writing on the wall of growing old, lonely and full of piss and vinegar, and Id prefer my son not see his father head that way.

Cheers from Brisbane!

[endotheogen]

pmd you bro

[Horus]

There are no real instant cure alls in the plant world although old mate Iboga comes close.

Mushrooms are well documented for their anti depressant abilities.

Ayahausca will do the job, but will only work with regular serious relationship with that spirit.

Just about everyone has psychic parasitic entities that are doing a good job of creating the misery in the world.

They attach when vulnerable, like in your childhood. reckless drug/alcohol use, physical trauma, sex abuse, grieving etc

As they thrive on negative energy they affect your choices,behavior,addictions,fetishes etc

Some even try to kill us with accidents and suicidal thoughts.

The decline of ritual, rites of passage, initiated shaman in the world, particularly in our materialistic culture, that doesn't even acknowledge the spirit world,

means people have little opportunity to have these things identified and cleared.

Dont feed your parasite.

Move into the light, that way if you eventually want a shaman supervised plant medicine session

it will be an easier job to detach it.

So in the mean time, avoid alcohol,meat, violent entertainment, gossip, extreme porn....yeah all the fun things, but your mood will lift if you live imagining you can raise your vibration . Be compassionate and avoid any negative assumptions about anyone.

Empathize, because they are just being misdirected by thier own entities.

Most people are blindly running out of control.Obesity, addictions common outcome.

For example alcohol based domestic violence is mostly entity based. A negative energy feeding pit.

Spend quality time connecting to nature, like filling up on premium fuel.

Choose the highest path thru all situations, the best food for your body.

Change your choices to give yourself the best vibrational outcome, rather than your current choices which are giving you your depressed outcome.

The light will eventually direct you to the path or medicine to get rid of your entity(s)

It is cost free and easier than you think to transform into a different person if your not happy with how you are.

Its a ridiculously awesome universe, with not the slightest reason to be depressed.

You are a spirit, remember what you came here for. It wasn't to mope around.

Ive never been to a gym but I imagine they are more ego /physical based rather than spirit emotion enhancing,

Gardening is by far the best pursuit for human contentment.

And that is what this forum is mainly all about.

[D2430]

Hi Horus,

Thanks for your input.

In short, agree with everything you say. Even the gardening, whilst my space is limited I have managed to nurture a number of succulents, cacti, a vast array of chillis, some mimosa as mentioned etc etc. As an English inner city child, I promise this was not an easy task for me.

I am not looking for an answer, rather a supplement to what I am already attempting in various ways. Mainly because when my next child arrives, I know that my mind will be focused elsewhere and by the time I take a breathe, I will be back to square one again. I appreciate your input, I am not simply wanting to take from the community, hence offering someone a head start with a mimosa should they desire it.

[Sallubrious]

Horus will put you on the right track, a night with him always lifts my spirits.

Thoughts are vibrations too and if you can make an effort not entertain those negative thoughts it can help. It's not easy at first but you can learn to not let those thoughts get a foothold - turn down the volume and make a conscious decision to think about something else.

I noticed you said you work out twice a day, some people that work out that much also take protein powders mixed high GI sugars to "spike" their insulin. I see that as hormone modification therapy. which is has some parallels to other hormone modification tactics - melatonin supplementation and steroids etc. A lot of hormone modifiers have an effect on the hippocampus and can affect brain chemistry and mood.

I'm not suggesting that you are doing anything like that. I just thought I'd add it because there is growing evidence that intake of sugars have been implicated in what is now being labeled as depression anxiety. The mechanism is mostly thought to be intestinal inflammation but there are links to the estrogen & progesterone production cycles and serotonin levels.

Edited May 18, 2015 by Sally

[D2430]

Hey. I am a practicing vegan. The protein I add is pure brown rice protein. But I am extremely aware of my diet for the reason's you mentioned. I did take blood tests last year because I felt something was wrong and I had been inching towards diabetes, so hence I went full vegan. I had my hormone levels checked, as working out into your 30's can sometimes effect testosterone levels along with the diet change, but again, all seem pretty normal.

Emotionally absent mother is the obvious diagnosis, with 17 years of 'growing up' not trusting people. I appreciate your input and if I was ever with the opportunity to spend an evening with Horus, it would be gratefully accepted.

[Sallubrious]

Yeah some parents can manage to dump a lot onto a child without realising or caring in some cases.

Armed with that knowledge and accepting it gives you the chance to heal and break the cycle so it doesn't happen again.

It's seems you've accepted the cause, so maybe you're well on the way to recovery ?

In any situation where there has been a loss (in your case more of a lack) they say there are stages of recovery and depression is always one of the final phases.

I don't know if you forgave your mum or if you could at this stage but not forgiving is holding to on to past grief. People more spiritually minded would think of as the person that caused that grief stilling having a psychic hold over you - even if they are alive or dead.

She chose her path, now it's your turn to choose yours. Forgive her and get on with walking your path.

[D2430]

Hi All,

Well, I am a little overwhelmed with the messages and response I did receive, thank you so much. I hope I can bring my own brand of input to the conversation's you hold in the forums. (Pretty clued up on IT/Comms security, business etc)

As yet no one seems to want my lowly Mimosa..... So I guess the call goes out again now. Whomever wants it, it's yours. I can drive it about 2 hours out from Brisbane or collect if you wish. Its an open free for all. It literally just needs to go to ground, its a healthy sapling.

Cheers!