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  1. ?SaToriBluE?

    Twice exceptional or Messianic Complex?

    Geez, take a valium and chill out Chem. I just came on to tell everyone how well life is turning out on my end and wish everyone the best. Someone just sent me an email about it and I thought I would come in and take a look. Watching you make a fool of yourself is hardly worth coming on for though. Honestly, everything's fine on my end and your words have no substance. You have some serious issues Chem. My life's rocken I have no complaints. I have evolved Chem but I can tell you haven't. That's okay I do pity you though. My life's rocken I have no complaints. But your just not worth the effort of worrying about. Trust me Chem I have absolutely no interest in you. No matter how clearly and elegantly I explained myself Chem you would never be able to keep up with my reasoning on any significant level. You just don't have the ability. It would be a waste of energy. And I simply can't lower myself to your level to communicate with you, in any useful way, that simply, is well beyond my capabilities. [ 29. April 2004, 22:26: Message edited by: ?SaToriBluE? ]
  2. ?SaToriBluE?

    Twice exceptional or Messianic Complex?

    Hey I just write the shit, correcting it is what editors are paid to do. And they don't have Word on this machine. I am sitting at an Internet cafe. I probably won't stick around on a forum where I can't self moderate and that can be done these days. (Take a look at the wild Overgrow forums!) I just dropped by to mention that everything is well on my end and the development of my philosophies is going full steam ahead and is seriously picking up speed. I have a long way to go though, still, my work is really starting to improve. You will all have to excuse my grammar, it was never my strong point and it certainly doesn't help that I am writing without a word processor. Twice exceptional people rely extremely heavily on technology to make up for their paradoxical strengths and weaknesses. That's why I provided a link to 'Twice exceptionality journal articles' so that you could get a better understanding of the subject. Duh! =) [ 29. April 2004, 21:39: Message edited by: ?SaToriBluE? ]
  3. ?SaToriBluE?

    Twice exceptional or Messianic Complex?

    I wouldn't waste my energy with you Chem, you were a loser then and you're still a loser. My life is going somewhere and your life will forever be a dead end. I'll survive your insignificance Chem. =) Honestly, I have a life now and am starting to gain respect in the real world for my capabiltities, capabilities that you will never understand. [ 29. April 2004, 21:19: Message edited by: ?SaToriBluE? ]
  4. ?SaToriBluE?

    Twice exceptional or Messianic Complex?

    Hey I am just your average everyday Philosopher of Religion, specializing in how religions are founded, created and designed, nothing more, nothing less. There's nothing odd about that is there? I mean it's all about what kind of spin you put on things right? Ahhh you neurotypical people, you just don't understand, that's okay, I don't mind waiting for you to catch up. You'll figure it out, eventually. ...looks down at his quantum watch that's just been chilled down to absolute zero to check the time... It's okay I normally find that the first stage people go through is misunderstanding me, then acceptance, and then absolute fear at the realization that I am for real. And depending on whether they start to have a nervous breakdown or not at that point, people then start to realize I am actually a pretty polite and nice guy as well. And some people then go onto being my true friends and some, well, I don't worry to much about them anymore. Hey Torsten, how's things? I hope life is treating you well. I finally have everything reasonably under control on my end ie: I'm happy; I have women (in my case); I am not addicted to anything except gym and my writing and developing my philosophies; I'm healthy again; I don't have Internet at home; if things go well I am going to get the equivalent of an OP1 from the Universe itself and an open ended ticket to realizing all my intellectual and spiritual ambitions; etc, etc. (I hope you can almost smell the hypercool nonchalance at this point, I have been trying to cultivate that sort of thing lately.) Everything has fallen into place nicely since I left, much to my own surprise of course. Still it's nice to finally have the quality of life I have sought after for so long. I am almost starting to get to the point that I can concentrate and focus at a reasonable level, by my own 'perfectionist' standards. I mean, one error in my judgement and humanity gets the wrong information right? How is everyone by the way? Geez Torsten, I have checked out a few forums over the last couple years and there is some really cool new stuff in regards to the options people have on some of them. The Overgrow forum is totally excellent. You can mute people you don't like so that they don't appear in your posts!!!!! It's wild! ...grins evilly... I wouldn't worry Torsten, I have far more self control now. My life has evolved far beyond where it once was in the past, in every aspect. Although I have lost focus on the issues that are so significant on these forums, yet I have not lost total focus., it's just that all my focus is now on understanding all the dynamics of religion as they exist in the real empirical world, although the issues on this forum are still as important to me as they ever were. I heard recently that the 'MDMA trials' are going ahead in America ...?... although I am only superficially aware of the details. The bulk of my focus is on information pertaining to 'Giftedness'(PROFOUNDLY, INTERESTING INFORMATION) and 'Philosophy of Religion' (bla, bla, bla). ?SaToriBluE? [ 14. April 2004, 13:23: Message edited by: ?SaToriBluE? ]
  5. Look out world, suspend your disbelief, the new school of religion is here: Universalism. Yeh I know, fuck the Christians on this one I want that name and they can't have it. Honestly whatever your into that's find by me but you can't have the word: Universalism, that one's mine, cause I said so. =) It has been a couple of seriously hardcore years at uni and things are just starting to take a turn for the surreal. And it just so happens that I fully dig the surreal. Boo mutha fucken yah. http://www.ldonline.org/ld_indepth/gt_ld/g.../gifted_ld.html You know, I went to University a couple years back with my own agenda, in relation to eventually becoming a 'Philosopher of Religion' but I am not quite sure that I actually believed it myself. Let's just say, my writing has really improved over the last couple years and I am looking into the very real possibility that I might be twice exceptional to boot! It's a strange, strange universe. A lot of really cool and powerful people were twice exceptional. Twice exceptional is a classification of students who have learning disorders and ...drum roll please.. 'giftedness'. It appears that I have 'exotic abstract reasoning ability'. =) Now the only thing I have to worry about is when I need to go book my appointment at the 'Centre for the Gifted.' Although, like usual I am still getting ahead of myself. This is just the most likely hypothetical diagnoses that I will inevitably get, anything else would be down to error on their part of the uni psykes at this point but I am fairly certain I can go way over their heads on this one and find someone who understands where I am coming from. I think the uni psyke is still trying to figure out how I could anticipate my current situation in the first page of my notebooks from 12 years ago which I was happy to show her. =) I think the poor woman is going to need a team of her own therapists by the time were done. Although I am having a wonderful time and find it all quite incredably amusing, especially after they said they were going to videotape the sessions. =) I am such a naughty boy. God dammit, I keep trying to write fiction but the reality keeps happening. spooky shit ?SaToriBluE? [ 13. April 2004, 16:00: Message edited by: ?SaToriBluE? ]
  6. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    No chem I would boot you for being an asshole. Theres a difference. Personally I would settle for a mute button so I could just ignore you, but since this is partly my home too, you self centred prick. I am willing to do it the hard way. This is the way you want to play it isnt it chem? You have been treating me worse then this. Makin a mockery of who I am just to stroke your own ego. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 27 September 2001).]
  7. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    Personally I think your no better then mulga chem. So I will not tell you what I am really thinking because I do not have the time. I was not going to say it. I have developed a lot of self control and dare I say a little wiser in my time here but just so you know, I thought I would tell you the truth as I see it. I just know from now on not to ever stand up for you again and that you are not worth my time, so be proud. Be really careful though chem that they do not stick you under my jurisdiction, I have requested it once before in kind. I am not afraid of you or mulga or anyone on this forum and if you continue the way your going you will find out how serious I am and that I will not play games. We have been down this road before chem so you know when I talk like this I am not fucken round. The only thing that protects you right now is the fact this space is Darklights. How about you chill Chem before it is too late. We all know the moderators are just going to have to suspend your posting rights again sooner or later anyway, they might as well leave it completely up to me to decide how and when for the rest of your SAB career that will be, save them the time and work involved. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 27 September 2001).]
  8. ?SaToriBluE?

    Ban on Binge Stories lifted pending review

    Okay ban was too strong, I understand, that was influenced by me, accidently, mind you. I still think skitz presented his experience to the community in a way that was less then responsible, which is why I brought it to Darklights attention, in a rather light hearted manner and with a certain amount of jest in mind, I might also add. If you show no self control or responsibility in posting, then you can just expect to be reprimanded/flamed/made an example of, in +some way+ by somebody, and that is not defined in any particular way, at least not till we have all had a cup of Chai and a good think. Like skitz's reprimand has so far been to become the example, I am personally using to point out that I do not condone excessive drug abuse. Discussing it with the person is in ours and their best interests. I just sometimes take for granted my general common sense on certain things. Like, for example, not mixing copious amounts of Pot, Alcohol, DXM, Google and Nutmeg and then posting it up on the forum. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 26 September 2001).]
  9. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    Chem all I am saying is that we, by we I mean the community should promote responsible drug use over irresponsible drug abuse. I mean it really is an infinite shade of gray kinda thing, this is reality last time I checked and a certain amount of common sense is required. I do believe Skitz crossed the line on it, that is why I brought it to our attention. Things just got a bit blown out of hand as they do, but I decided to make it an example. Actually I think this has gone much smoother then normal I do not condone excessive drug abuse, I do not know how others feel but I for one do not condone irresponsible and excessive drug abuse. For one reason, because I am a tower of possible addiction. I am not ashamed of my addictions, I love getting high with a passion but I know what excess leads to. After more than a decade of suffering under the weight of multiple addictions, I have finally been set free from it. For however long that will last, partly I might add through the wonder that is ethnobotany and have been given a new perspective on it that I have never had before. I have been using the time to think about it. In the process I have learned something, I have learned that not only can I enjoy ingesting certain plants, I can do it in a way that really brings out the best aspects of the experience and it does not need to be to ridiculous excess. In fact with a little discipline and so long as a person has the time for recovery, they can get high guilt free if they have the time and right knowledge. I will not glorify drug use to excess whether intravenous, oral, anal, nasal or implants. I think it is an important topic for the community to think about over the course of its existence. I just think the issue is really important and I want to make sure you realize it. It is not as black and white as a ban, it is an issue of importance that effects the community that I take full responsibility for drawing to your attention. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 26 September 2001).]
  10. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    Chem as a community I believe it would not be wrong of us to develop some reasonable, ethical approaches to drug use and stand by them. You for one, should understand why. Sorry Chem I do not have too much time, your being unreasonable and really insulting. Although I am all for discussion on topics that regard the community. Us mods are learning to chem so do not be too quick to judge us, sure if it was me I would have acted differently but I didnt. I let Darklight handle it for that very reason. Sure I might slip up from time to time, I try not to though. Give me some credit though chem you do have a tendancy to overreact as well do I. If you actually took the time to read some of the things that I had written and be a little more constructive at least then I would spare more time to explain myself. You will notice for example that I seperate drug use into three categories entertainment, sacramental and augmentative soon to be four when I split augmentative into two different categories. I think I am going to add research. Be careful what you ask for Chem because I would step down and leave at the request of Torsten without a second thought, if he wanted me too and I would not complain, argue nor explain my actions. There would be no fight nor drama for you to have, I would not let you have it. Not only that I have an assignment to do and I do not have the time. This forum is here so that there exists a place people who need us can find us. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 25 September 2001).]
  11. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    I really must have a copy coin. Are there any details to obtaining a copy like web addresses or postal addresses?
  12. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    Yeh I have strong opinions on it,I am being a bit rough on skitz though. I use a lot of personal restraint these days or I try to, mainly out of necessity. And I have nothing against getting down and partying with the best of them. I really miss it in fact. Nothing brings a smile to my face faster then the thought of dancing all night under a full moon until sunrise or running naked along some empty beach somewhere. With me it is a choice, party or knuckle down and start my long trek into the future of my life, hopefully as a writer or something. Maybe write something one day that would make Aldous Huxley proud I have got to have a dream. I think you can party pretty damn hard and still be in control of your senses if you play smart. In fact I know so. Sorry about being so rough there skitz I am just trying to point something out that I think is important. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 25 September 2001).]
  13. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    Darklight is being merciful Sktiz. I would not have been so merciful, nor would I have discussed it or handled it as well as she has. I would have deleted your post and slapped a suspension on you without a second thought. Out of respect for Darklight I merely drew it to her attention. That is fine, Skitz, you make that decision to use drugs in an irresponsible manner, however, spare us the graphic details. I would say we have a rather relative comprehension of hedonistic between us, so I will spare you my gory details and will only offer you the good advice that speaks from years of experience and personal mistakes. What we are saying is that we will not condone such as approach to drug use even in a purely entertainment context and we sure as hell won't tolerate it on the forum. It is all in the portrayal skitz. I mean you do not seriously think we are going to cheer you on for a story like that do you, on a public forum? At the most basic level, I am saying what you did was wrong and I am making you the current example of how not to use drugs. Whether people choose to ignore my advice is up to them. I am drawing a line somewhere and saying this is wrong to do things this way, it is disrespectful to your body and those around you. Sure it is only an ideal and life is hardly anywhere near as idealistic or as black and white as that, yet still we must at least try to send out the right messages. I am going to have my fair share of drug problems over the course of my life I feel like, no as a matter of fact I have spent the better part of my life dealing with them. It just dissapoints me when a member of our community makes no attempt to express an appreciation of the need to exercise a certain amount of restraint when using drugs for whatever reason they are using them for. As I feel it is essential, I feel it in my blood and my bone. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 25 September 2001).]
  14. ?SaToriBluE?

    No more binge stories please- request

    It is just to show you Chem that you have in no way been singled out in the matter I have had my eye on it the whole time. I have just been exercising my patience. I am in total agreement with Darklight on the matter. Darklight has also written up an eloquent consensus on the issue in the offending post. I am going to start threading into the conversation in the future some observations of my own on such things. I am starting to think that part of the discipline of modern drug use for entertainment, sacramental and augmentative purposes, is the attaining and retaining of your natural state of consciousness, any deviation from this natural state should be done with some reasonable responsibility. Or at least, that is the basic, unrefined idea; we all know of course, that it is not as simple as that. I am starting to believe that a person cannot appreciate the states of mind available to them through the use of various plants, plant extracts and synthetics without being able to first detect the subtleties and extremes of their effects. A perfect example would be coffee. For the first time in my life I can actually tell the difference of being on or off coffee When I was smoking tobacco and drinking coffee obsessively everyday which I had done for at least two or three years, I was blind and oblivious to their effects. I could not differentiate the negative effects between coffee and tobacco, as they were both so heavily infused into my system. [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 24 September 2001).]
  15. ?SaToriBluE?

    holy shit

    I would not be so quick to 'bash the Americans' I think it is a bit hypocritical for one thing. I do not know any nation, or any citizan of any nation on Earth for that matter whom are in a position to be self righteous. For all America's faults they are the ones who will be there at our side if we are ever in need. I would not be so quick to condemn them, for all their faults they are pretty much the only country in the world capable of acting on a planetary level and so far they have done much to preserve peace in the world. Liberating Europe springs to mind, or are our memories that short. They have made mistakes, sure, that is life is it not? We live and we learn. I mean do not get me wrong, you do not think I like the whole American Christian problem do you? Did anyone notice John Warner? I take the good with the bad and think about what I can do to improve things. Everything could always completely change in the blink of an eye. I wonder if all young worlds are this fun? [This message has been edited by ?SaToriBluE? (edited 14 September 2001).]
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