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too scared to bring the macro in until it snapped in half mid to late january (so fukken biggg) ... it only came in for feb ... it took everythn uk threw at it all winter cept feb ... n jan was much harsher wow never expected that!!

yeah i need a greenhouse so bad ... i just cant afford one n wdnt know how to assemble one ... seems estradiol made me much weaker n stoopider than I was before (wd've prolly had it dun by now) ... I need a big strong clever man to help me

admired em after 3 days of dragging the ever fatter bastards out and arranging them nicely

Hi there I hope you are all having a wonderful time in your pieces of front, back or indoor eden!!! I would like to begin here a discussion on plant use and non prescription purchaseables [for example progesterone cream] for the purpose of feminization and femme enhancement for those like me who were born half way there already and identify as female so that there is some kind of information log for reference for aspiring trans girls and cisfemales who may also benefit from the discussion in time. I would like to discuss the effects and share this path as I find it and try to successfully navigate it ... but I am not in any way giving advice on things I only just familiarized myself with and some I am yet to know.. this is very new to me ... and so is to be open and honest about it and last 3 times I tried to come out I was nearly killed , the first two being also racially incited so I came out for good to the greater public on facebook on january 1st )after doing so to my priority peeps here and my son and bro) to the wider and public world after catalyzing via a few helpful and in some parts less than helpful: threads here on SAB. ... .... ..... so ...... Please no hater comments , if you don't like what you see then it's clearly not for your eyes or your words and this intends to be somewhere to shoot the shit not to throw it. Ok so first off I first heard of Pueraria mirifica on this forum somewhere while I was searching for another Pueraria to grow for reasons of proximity healing in the event that it worked for a neurological condition because I like to keep a representative shamanic living relic of those nature spirits and if possible pharmacologicals (eg i used xylocaine so i feel the need to grow a rep plant : coca) whom I fall in love with ... or perhaps a dead relic like a crystal or log of the trunk maybe .. to represent it if necessary... So off the bat I am dying to grow this miracle herb whom I see as my ultimate tool of the shamanic arsenal !!!! ....that I started using about 2 years ago haphazardly in secret but by august last year was following the dosage on the jar of 200mg tablet 3 times a day ... then in january an increase to 800mg 3 times a day and now with having bought some 500mg caplets ... 2000mg 3 times a day and often with my being forgetful and my waking days spanning 2 or more days at a time .. so probably more and has made my boobs get harder and begin to grow even bigger since about november last year !!! YAY!!! They're pretty sore though but I put that down to them generating I recently bought progesterone cream to rub into the smaller boob .. maybe 3 weeks ago? - appears to have worked well toward almost symmetry already!! , it feels also good to use on my face and for some reason it feels like my selfies are gradually getting prettier and the attention they've had on facebook from all walks of life and sways of gender or sexuality have been indicative I believe to at least a certain extent So anyhow with that creams success I decided to also try some Pueraria mirifica cream. I hear rumours that over using femme hormones can lead to conversion back to T ... But not sure if that is synthetics only or phyto's too but when I tried to go to the drs dressed as a woman in 2006-2009 I was laughed out by one, refused to be taken seriously by another, told it was just a phase by another and accused of mental health issues over it by the one i gave up on ... so I never really got any help from the GP ... I don't wanna have the op or any implants ... that's the way it is for me and I won't be changing it so there's no need to ask that question now. I will add some pics I guess :3 starting with most recent and going in reverse order as I find them and hope you can notice the progression in the face pics and tell me if it is so as I think it is.. there probably wont be much to show in the way of boob progression history since its only recently anyone had me photograph them so: warning ... titty shots ahead, exit thread now if that's a problem here's a nice music track to save you scrolling down any further out of kind consideration to your eyes if it would be a problem :3 .....but back on track: I guess there's not a better constructive critic than an external pair of eyes with the right minerals as far as the face pics go... and hopefully will show some transformation in reverse ... and thus, the power of Pueraria mirifica over 1 month and 15 days ...

fave recent plant for all this has been burichi / moriche palm fruit n oil ... might be an interesting one to hunt and grow from seed too :3

wow .. come on leaps and bounds since then .. thanks to these cute little vials !

courtii spent the whole winter like this ... I wonder if they'll burst open into bloom somehow?

flowering again - only 1 of them ... again ... a few more flowers this year though? ... wunner if there'll be no seeds/fruits... (again)

whats the mystique about Virolas? why are they so elusive? is it that people are afraid to say they don't know? have they been cut down so much they became rare in the amazon or something? whats the danger where they grow? jaguars? death by a krillion skeeter bites? killer bees? skin cream companys? being sent compsoneura by mistake? what's the score on going out there and bringing some seeds back? are there some sort of rules about them I should be aware of? the 4 sebifera seeds I have on their way may or may not.. be too old... I did ask the seller but have no reply yet and they already sent them I'll post some pics and any progress after they arrive, at least pics of the nuts but fingers crossed and wish hard.... so I have a bag of sphag hydrated with a little rain, then flattened to expel all the air, then I added liquid carbon to slay any thing that might have legs or require oxygen and it's sat waiting to be divided up into little bags for each seed that come's my way If there's anything else useful to know for growing/germinating them , I would be eternally grateful for any advice... also another seller I found called tropilab has been bouncing back my requests for a while with: "not available at the moment", "early next year", "too early still; wait 2 months" lol, and "not ready yet" ,... still pending my last attempt now... which is rather tiresome I flooded as much of the Amazon as I could with requests much like i did the rest of the world about Trichocereus validus.. but friends in Peruu said everyone sells it but it's never really it, and one's in Chile say they don't know the tree one's in Venezuela say too dangerous where they grow same story from Brazil, no reply on it from Nicaragua... only other person I spoke to in S.A about it was in Colombia and they didn't know the tree, only tree datura ... Would be nice to grow a bonsai Virola species with mini epiphytes and aya branching all over it with psychotrias as mid ground plants and some small orchids some Amazon milk frogs and more moss than you ever saw in a 45x45x90 high viv with lots of fog and a lightening/rain system http://andes-fieldschool.org/Andes_and_Amazon_Field_School/Myristicaceae.html so many species to learn Virola: albidiflora bicuhyba caducifolia calophylla carinata decorticans divergens dixonii duckei elongata flexuosa gardneri guatemalensis guggenheimii koschnyi loretensis macrocarpa marlenei megacarpa michelii minutiflora mollissima multicostata multiflora multinervia obovata parvifolia pavonis peruviana polyneura reidii rugulosa schultesii sebifera sessilis steyermarkii subsessilis surinamensis theiodora venosa weberbaueri

doin great!!

aww I was half expecten to see Donald Fisher then

Equisetina from me? .... mines hardly grown at all in all this time either

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Njj4CX4OAMU -to try firefox instead of chrome for once

Lets build a fat collection of all the best cactus videos !! -if this has already been done... then it should be easier to find really shouldn it ... ok heres a cool David Attenborough one to kick off, since he's like the big daddy cool of video -but only because David Bellamy isn't there anymore https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bN22SX_zrCk&html5=1 and the fields validus .. only a short one but all I can find so far

How to identify the PC Pachanoi (Pachanot)... and is it really a San Pedro cactus? San Pedro Mastery • 11K views 1 year ago

Thanks ! Got some olmec head in the tlalocan today ... ... wunner where to get the others ?

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bk0PeU98Lec

checked the Virola after over wintering .. looken alright :3 .. Might fit in here later this year

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4XHAZ9hPcs&t=1157s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TqgiTUm2luM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWEK0okRb8w https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzV5R6CpPG0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvt44tBqgX0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qm8KB5AwoOk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9lXUwONq8k https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV4g8XG3uC8