Meditator

If you can use your hand as a tool, to grab and make use of a hand held tool, is not the tool also your hand.. you are grabbing the potential of your hands use to use the tool which is giving you a hand.. Haha idek man im just talking shit i love doing that, like ive posted some crack head shit before.. man my fb friends must think im legit a crackhead.. But a crack head has a crack in his head, letting whats outside in.. or.. is his head the crack itself... cracking the code involves breaking the code apart and understanding the matrix both on a quantum and a unit(e)d (w)hole. Neo was the one.. but zero is closer to infinity... seeing as it transcends the nature of individuality beyond a concept.. yet infinity is individual in the sense that there is a set of something that is said to be infinite.. ain sof has been reduced (or rather increased) into a concept.. and emptiness is full of wisdom... Wisdom is full of lies, but from the perspective/perceived understanding of them, is where the spirit of wisdom comes. Lies can express more truth than the direct truth itself.. yet the direct truth is direct and cuts through.. the bull shit ^^ Haha im full of shit, but atleast im not empty, although sometimes i feel empty in many ways.. which isnt a single emptiness, so by its multiple nature.... It is a set of perceptions, individual yet connected.. the emptiness and the perception are both seperate and connected.. but its the way you look at it... The ultimate orgasm comes from enjoyment of pain.. because that intense pain squeezes a release.. violently.. of love and pleasure.. and you realize the pain pleasure love and suffering are together in harmony with the observer.. the perceiver, the perception, the state of being, the beings state.. and that state is a state that i needed to state because im just making some crack head statements.. cracking the code.. because the code is conscious and feels pain.. quantum feelits... M8.. yes please.. been needing one for a while. The dual nature of that statement actually transcends its own definition/nature in truth. But now its getting personal.. But that just reminds the observer that this is coming from something that feels. Did you forget? Mindfulness has many forms..

Is this normal?

Hello I just joined the forum, ive been lurking here for some time. This seems to be a lovely community I grow some spirit plants myself (Caapi, Psychotria, Brugsmansia, Iboga), although none of them are very old except the Brugsmansias. I want to add Anadenanthera to that list but am not very confident with my growing skills as of yet. I have ordered a number of seeds and was wondering if anyone with experience growing this species has any advice for me. Thanks in advance

Ever hear of self realization?

Abilify is stronger than what im on.. One of my friends is on Abilify and she says it makes her feel like a zombie. Im currently on 50mg monthly paliperidone (similar to risperidone) but started at 150mg. The only mental illness i have is uncontrolled thoughts though im not actually schizophrenic.. Not going to get into why i was put on an ITO.. But i felt numb and emotionally unstable at times on 150mgs. Now that im on 50 i dont even really notice it. Try getting them to reduce the dose at your next tribunal meeting. Although that might not be wise since you actually do have mental illness and have been hearing voices. But you probably dont need even half your dose.. Antipsychotics are fucking potent. Just say you want to reduce the injection but would like to have some Abilify pills on hand incase you start hearing voices or something and actually do need the higher dose of the medication. If they see that you arent just trying to lower the dose because you hate the feeling of the drug and actually are trying to get the right dose then theyll probably agree to lower your dose.

Obtuse could you explain further? Maybe give some examples?

What do you think we are missing? I think we are really missing something by not embracing philosophy.. I mean there is a rapid change occuring in our modern world regarding the philosophical views of our people in general.. We should make that an awareness for these generations to come for example. Understanding this will just add on to the shift that is happening in a good way. We are also inhibiting our children and young adults by not informing them on the spiritual reality of the world and more philosophically the nature of reality itself. A few lessons on consciousness and perception can leave lasting impressions on a person. Also we really should be teaching kids what drugs do damage your brain and which ones dont.. Like they tell us drugs are bad and they damage our brains yet they only tell us which ones are the worst (meth crack heroin and ecstacy). Yet they dont tell us DMT and related serotonergic psychedelics do not damage the brain... And they should gather enough long term health studies on marijuana so they can ACCURATELY inform us about the effect marijuana will have on us long term. They dont say "okay kids we understand that some of us in this room already have an interest in drugs and what you can experience using them, so were going to cut the risk of you going and doing the wrong drugs. So here it is. the truth of the situation." And tell us what drugs are actually bad and good. I think the study of modern day anthropology would be much more useful than history. Also a deeper understanding of psychology would be of much use. So what do you think?

I think we need to be educating our kids about relationships. Our kids today are getting into relationships not even knowing what they want. It seems like half the time they have no maturity in doing it and end up learning NOTHING. They gain no maturity. Not all of course, but a lot. Every relationship ive been in ive learned something from. But thats because im a thinker. Most kids are not like this though and should be taught to think in more mature ways, but also with greater understanding. Also we are taught that women and men are differant and women are very complicated. I think boys especially need to be taught about girls. A few wise lessons could save a whole generation a lifetimes worth of learning through experience by teaching them.

Distracted what else did you learn in 'Modern History'?

Dont fuel yourself with negative energy like hate anger and a bad attitude, instead run on positive energy like love compassion and excitement.. I mean look at what it does to the engine! Myself

Your kids are learning to meditate at school o_O my god this is huge this should be on the news. Can you give more details?

I think meditation should be taught in a manner that will intruige those paying attention, and only those paying attention are going to want to learn these things for the most part. But if we told these kids that the fruits of meditation are immensly blissful and ecstatic states of consciousness rivaling that of drug experiences, growth of intellect and of ones intuition and wisdom, and growth of braincells (yes studies have shown meditation causes neurogenesis in the brain) im sure more than a few will be interested in it. The positive effect that would have on the next generations lives would be gigantic.

Good post

Ok so ive been growing this Caapi vine in my front garden, but its grown pretty big. So i decided to move it to a larger property so that it could grow on the trees there. The plant didnt like being moved and we assumed it died. So we ripped it out and now ive got it in my backyard. My question is, how potent do you think it is? How many grams do you think would be needed to make a tea?

You fuckin druggo @Grundle Sailor Someday this thread is going to help someone else with the same question.

I found the yellow strain Guessowii and ate a few raw and made omlets with the rest. I gotta say those were the best tasting omlets ive ever had. In terms of effects i didnt get much apart from what i would call a "tonic effect". I didnt eat very many though.

Im turning 18 on April 4th. I put it to my mum that i wanted a mind machine and now were getting one. If you go on ebay or google images and search "MicroBeatMini" youll see the model ive bought. Has anyone else ever had any experience with it? First time hearing about these devices? Essentially its a Ganzfeld device. Dont know what that is? Quickly go look up "Ganzfeld experiment" on youtube or google. The device essentially flashes coloured LED lights before your eyes and the music is brainwave entrainment type sounds (Binaural beats and isochronic tones). And after watching and listening to this device for a while you will literally start Hallucinating! Ive made one of these devices myself before and had hallucinations both visual and auditory. I saw Flashes of lightning with sound! Some people have full blown out of body experiences with these devices. At 200 dollars its definitely an investment, but to me its totally worth it.

That sounds similar to my device, minus the tape player. You gotta play it through an iphone or cd player. Some of the specific changes it makes with the music is seriously psychedelic. You gotta close your eyes with mine as well.

So I just got done using my microbeatmini for the first time. Some experiences i had were that of changing vivid colours. Alteration of consciousness. Relaxation. A sense of delight. Changing the colours of light the glasses were flashing directly affected the alteration of my consciousness. Red was very strong. Im probably going to use this thing everyday

Once i get the device in the mail ill straight away open it, charge it and write an experience report on this thread.

If youre already schizophrenic or on a hallucinogen its just that much more intense. Its actually usually overwhelming i hear.

Who thinks this is legit? http://siberiantimes.com/other/others/news/n0105-mummified-monk-is-not-dead-and-in-rare-meditative-state-says-expert/

I might make it Ill bring 1 of my four hbwr plants if i come.

I was diagnosed ADD and Aspergers (on the autism spectrum) and im uncircumsiced.

Being a member of DoTerra I get the highest quality lavender essential oil from France. Totally drops you if you have enough. In lower doses it just seems to relax and sedate you slightly. If I am correct Linalool is responsible for NMDA receptor action and GABA action. I personally do not like lavender that much though but these studies do not suprise me at all.