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Hi All, Well, I am a little overwhelmed with the messages and response I did receive, thank you so much. I hope I can bring my own brand of input to the conversation's you hold in the forums. (Pretty clued up on IT/Comms security, business etc) As yet no one seems to want my lowly Mimosa..... So I guess the call goes out again now. Whomever wants it, it's yours. I can drive it about 2 hours out from Brisbane or collect if you wish. Its an open free for all. It literally just needs to go to ground, its a healthy sapling. Cheers!

Hey. I am a practicing vegan. The protein I add is pure brown rice protein. But I am extremely aware of my diet for the reason's you mentioned. I did take blood tests last year because I felt something was wrong and I had been inching towards diabetes, so hence I went full vegan. I had my hormone levels checked, as working out into your 30's can sometimes effect testosterone levels along with the diet change, but again, all seem pretty normal. Emotionally absent mother is the obvious diagnosis, with 17 years of 'growing up' not trusting people. I appreciate your input and if I was ever with the opportunity to spend an evening with Horus, it would be gratefully accepted.

Hi Horus, Thanks for your input. In short, agree with everything you say. Even the gardening, whilst my space is limited I have managed to nurture a number of succulents, cacti, a vast array of chillis, some mimosa as mentioned etc etc. As an English inner city child, I promise this was not an easy task for me. I am not looking for an answer, rather a supplement to what I am already attempting in various ways. Mainly because when my next child arrives, I know that my mind will be focused elsewhere and by the time I take a breathe, I will be back to square one again. I appreciate your input, I am not simply wanting to take from the community, hence offering someone a head start with a mimosa should they desire it.

1. Dolphins 2. Dogs 3. Cats

1. 'family lawyers'. They make money directing you through a legal system, not a justice system. 2. Democracy. It's not all we have ever had, nor should we always have one person in ultimate control. 3. Food being treated as a commodity rather than a base human need.

Thanks to everyone that has already replied. Nail to head comments : Very much from early childhood, emotionally absent mother etc. Nothing close to the disgusting abuse that appears to be perpetrated regularly but somehow just enough to leave an indelible finger print on my consciousness that does a nice job of screwing up my development of platonic and romantic relationships for any longer than a nominal amount of time. I work out twice a day, some would say too much. I think this is A; for endorphin's B: A form of self flagellation. I have tried all and sundry potions and lotions, pharma and well, not so pharma.... Hence being at a bit of a loss The plant medicine whilst not an answer is something I feel destined to pursue. As mentioned, not halfheartedly, I have researched for years without going anywhere near. I work in and around Acacia and have had the means to do this myself if I really wanted too, but not something I want to do without guidance. My health is fine, I certainly am not in a 'bad' place in life but I can see the writing on the wall of growing old, lonely and full of piss and vinegar, and Id prefer my son not see his father head that way. Cheers from Brisbane!

Hi. Not sure if this will get me flamed but I am hoping my appeal reaches someone. I have in my possession 2 x 2 year old Mimosa Hostilis which are still saplings, 6ft tall and potted, but ready to go to ground. I am hoping to trade 1 of these (and I have some Trichocereus bridgesii also) with anyone that can help me with guidance on pursuing some enlightenment in Australia after my latest effort to get to SA fell short with another family member pending. I have spent the past 4 years desperately researching the best ways I can use natural resources to finally rid myself of anxiety and depression. To the point I have been growing my own sources so to speak. I have researched, respected and given back to mother nature at all times. I am not asking for any information to be shared on the forum, happy to take it offline. Brisbane based. Thanks & Regards