Posted 16 April 2012 - 06:42 PM
yeah it's changed me, getting told that my brain matter poured out my ears and nose was kind of confronting, strangely the idea that i may have to where an eye patch for the rest of my life wasn't that bad. my mum says she can hear me yelling or screaming in my sleep. i get very frustrated and angry even though i don't mean to, not sure why but i have an EEG coming up on Wednesday to check what's going on with my brain, i might be having small seizures and i have tendency to talk involuntarily now to which i fucking hate because people stare at me and start bombarding me with questions then refuse to take no for an answer. nobody seems to realize that just don't fucking want to talk to them. it get's kinda hard trying to remember all the things that are wrong with, i guess it's because of the memory issues.
"The only freedom which counts is the freedom to do what some other people think to be wrong. There is no point in demanding freedom to do that which all will applaud. All the so-called liberties or rights are things which have to be asserted against others; who claim that if such things are to be allowed, their own rights are infringed or their own liberties threatened. This is always true, even when we speak of the freedom to worship, of the right of free speech or association, or of public assembly. If we are to allow freedoms at all there will constantly be complaints that either the liberty itself or the way in which it is exercised is being abused, and, if it is a genuine freedom, these complaints will often be justified. There is no way of having a free society in which there is not abuse. Abuse is the very hallmark of liberty." Quintin Hogg, Baron Hailsham of St Marylebone